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Thursday, November 21, 2013
When i push you away, that's when i needed you the most.
Goooooddddddddd Afternoon ! My dear silly boy is currently having his peaceful sleep, while I'm here, blogging. Long since I blog and it kinda feel weird ? LOL. Babyboy came yesterday and we had a big feast of Herbal Egg that mummy cooked for him, LOL. Poor thing, cook for him, still need to peel the hot shells for him, might as well, i eat for him also right. HAHAAHA ! After eating, went to room with the air-con opened, ohmy, it was so nice, as the the weather nowadays can kill.
In the room, we talked a lot of things, previously, deardear told me to promised him that I'll wait 4 years for him to gave me happiness, I say why not ? I've spend 4 years waiting for a guy I never will never be back and another 4 years for another guy who I know will never be back too. And since I can spend 8 years waiting for them, why not 4 years for you whom I know you'll definitely be back ? And soon, I let this topic a rest, as to 4 years, long, not long, short, not short.
But yesterday, I suddenly had a thought, what I want after 4 years, so I ask deardear, '4 Years later, what type of happiness are you going to give me ?' And deardear reply was, 'I'll give you all I can give.' And there goes my thought, vanished into the air. I'm not a greedy girl, I dun need luxury stuffs even thought I honestly wants it a lot. All I want 4 years later, is to be engage with you. Is that pretty hard ? By then, I would be 22 years old and you would be 23 years old.
People kept saying, it's not good to married that early, and everything. But I'm not requesting for marriage, we can talk about marriage like another 2 - 3 years later after we engaged. I dun see a problem why people think that engage @ that age is too early. It's just another milestone of our relationship. It has been 3 months plus, and we have quarrel more then 5 times, and each times, it's like hell, since we can last for 4 years even if it means passing through hell, why not another continue ?
And honestly, I'm pretty much happy each time after we quarrel, because that silly boy will definitely come up with new things to make me happy. And that's what make part of it of why i love him so much. HAHAH
Insecurity-ness hasn't completely gone off. Shag ttm.