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Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 29 Dayy ...
paiisehh s0 l0ng never p0st .... dun c0unted l0ngg h0rhh ... 0nlii 2 dayys ... s0 siian ... at h0me n0t eat .. sleep ... watch televisii0n .... als0 dunn0 wann d0 wadd ... I WANNA G0 SKU LARHH ... BASTARD ... at least sku n0t g0 siianz .. g0t pe0ple at there make mii laugh ... m0rniing wakke upp ... eat ... brush teeth .... go sku f0r camb0diia brieffiing ... dhhen pass thiing t0 r0ckky dhhen g0 h0me l0rhh ... after that ... eat sleep ... dhhen 3+ g0 d0wn buy ice cream eat ... dhhen g0 up ... eat sleep ... computer agaiin .... s0 b0riing ....
FallenAngel
31102008
3.53am
Monday, October 27, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 28 Dayy ..
s0 siianz ... dunn0 d0 wadd ... m0rniing wake upp ... eat ... play maple all de wayy ... till 7+ yeahh @@@ !!!! ... my f0urth k0r ... + 6th jiie .. c0me t0 siingap0re ... + my 2nd k0r and he gf c0me backk ... dhhen eat chickken wiing ... they g0 0ut eat ... dhhen c0me backk ... dhhen chat chat ... g0t backk a CD ... my c0usiin weddiing tiime de CD ... dhhen sleep l0rhh ... chat with step iin msnn ... he keep wanted t0 fiindd 0ut wh0 is the 1 that jii0 mii .. but i pr0mised that guyy i cann0t tell he jii0 mii .. n0w he n0 feeliing i als0 n0 feeliing ... dhhen n0thiing l0rhh ... we als0 never stead bef0re ...
FallenAngel
27102008
9.43pm
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 27 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 27 Dayy ...
s0 siian ... thiink backk yesterdayy where we m0dern dance member always t0gether ... dhhen n0w ... lyke seperate liia0 ... dhhen lyke cann0t bear lyke that ... dhhen at h0me dunn0 d0 wadd ... the pics is yesterdayy when they were makiing upp and i dunn0 whyy ... suddenly thiink 0f hiim ... andd playiing a s0ng call ' 0ne STEP at a time ' play till halfway change liia0 ... c0z .. i cann0t standd the ' STEP ' ... makkiing mii g0nna cryy ... at there em0 f0r dunn0 h0w l0ng larhh ... dhhen wen backk iin classrm ... all saidd ... em0 fiinishh liia0 ? ... dhhen i blurr liia0 ... dhhen dunn0 d0 wadd l0rhh ... b0riing till siia0 ...yeahh ... @@@ created the skiins 0wnself de l0rhh ... the maple piicture use BannSt0ryy t0 Made de l0rhh ... everythiing i 0wnself made de ... yeahh fiirst skiins ... wanted s0me0ne t0 be by my siide ... but it c0uld never ever happen unless miracle ... yeahh ... pr0m0ted t0 sec 2 NA .. dhhen saw till s0me liine ...
~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→Because 0f L0viing Euu , I Let G0 My Hand T0 Let Euu Have Freed0m←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→Because 0f L0viing Euu , I Dun Let Euu Get Irritated←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→Because 0f L0viing Euu , I Rather My 0wnself Sad←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~
~※→Because 0f L0viing Euu , I F0rced Myself T0 Leave Euu←※~
如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
If I Still L0ve Euu Deeply ... W0uld Euu Still Be By My Side?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
If I Still Care F0r Euu ... C0uld Euu Still L00k At Mii M0re ?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
If I'm N0t Ar0und ... C0uld Euu Feel That I'm Leaviing ?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
If I Have Left ... Euu Dhhen Feel That I Treat Euu G00d ?
this few liine is s0 true ... if i g0t a chance ... i w0uld use this 8 questii0n t0 askk s0me0ne ... andd i w0nder wad is hiis resp0ndd ... maybe .. the resp0ndd c0uld be s0methiing hurtfull t0 mii ... but n0 matter wadd ... he is a veryy meaniingfull pers0n t0 mii ...
FallenAngel
26102008
4.21pm
Wiith0ut Hiim De 26 Dayy ...
wahh ... t0dayy m0rniing wen t0 playy maple ... dhhen 1 plus g0 sku ... waited f0r 30miins f0r bus t0 c0me ... dhhen b0ard bus ... dhhen g0 there .. dhhen g0 iinside 1 0f the classr00m ... dhhen wear c0ntact lenss ... dhhen dhdhen g0 change ... dhhen rehearsal ... wala0 ... rehearsal t00k 3 h0urs ++ ... 5 plus g0 eat .. after that made upp ... 13 pe0ple ... by the tiime made upp fiiniish ... already 8 g0iing 9 lerhh ... by 9 we must get readdy ... dhhen 0ur turn t0 perf0rm ... wala0 ... heart pumpiing s0 fast ... dhhen fiinishh perf0rm .. went t0 the m0st t0p m0st t0p ... t0 see ... dhhen last item harm0ny dance ... by the tiime alreadyy 9+ dhhen take ph0t0 dhhen g0 backk h0me l0rhh ... saw till yiliin mum and dad and small br0ther ... dhhen tat T0NY TAN H0R ... let hiim qii sii ... askk hiim at there dhhen dunn0 keep sayiing rm rm rm ... wadd rm larhh ... dhhen askk hiim g0 0ut he dunn wann ... dhhen saw till s0me m0re 2NT de pe0ple ... lyke mr f00 ... mr kuan and l0t malay b0ys and wee kiian and kiim sengg ... kiim sengg lyke s0 em0 lyke that ... dhhen after perf0rm ... take bus 229 g0 backk bed0k interchange .. dhhen take bus 225 g0 backk h0me l0rhh ... zz ... the made up never rem0ve dhhen wake here and there ... fuckkiing ps l0rhh ... dhhen reach hm .. 10 plus liia0 ... faster g0 clean 0ff and bath .. dhhen g0 eat ... dhhen sleep l0rhh ...
FallenAngel
26102008
3.57pm
Wiith0ut Hiim De 25 Dayy ...
psps ... lazyy t0 p0st ... s0me m0re s0 siian ... wahh ... f0rg0t wadd happen lerhh ... s0 siian ... friiday ... m0rniing wake upp playy maple ... dhhen g0 sku wait bus briing us g0 temesak junii0r c0llege rehearsal an0ther tiime ... dhhen cant get c0ntact lens iin tiime ... s0 went t0 many sh0pp ... dhhen mrs wee briing me g0 the junii0r c0llege nearby de 0ptical sh0pp ... als0 dun have ... dhhen mum briing mii g0 interchange ... yeahh ... fiinaly b0ught it ... dhhen learn t0 wear ... yeshh !! 0nly learn ... 10 - 15miins dhhen iin and take 0ut lerhh ... dhen g0 backk h0me dad playiing .. dhhen cann0t p0st l0rhh ...
FallenAngel
26102008
3.49pm
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 24 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 23 Dayy ...
haiiz ... damn sadd ... t0dayy is the last dayy 0f sku ... cann0t see hiim anym0re ... i lyke t0 g0 t0 sku ... i hate h0liidayy ... h0lidayy made mii s0 siian ... t0dayy m0rniing .. wake past mac ... saw till jj ... dhhen walk awayy lerhh ... dhhen after that g0 H0D r00m 0utsiide set upp the b00th ... andd dhhen 11am g0 dance studii0 practice the dance ... haiiz ... never saw till hiim ... th0ught he never c0me agaiin ... fr0m m0ndayy till n0w dhhen duriing the breakk ... suddenly saw till hiim wakiing 0ut fr0m hiis classr00m ... wala0 ... dunn0 whyy damn happy l0rhh ... dhhen after that dunn0 is yiliin 0r huiliing wen upp ... i wen upp als0 l0rhh ... dhhen saw till hiim .. dunn0 whyy heart pumpiing s0 fast ... s0me m0re we n0t weariing sh0es ... i damn paiisehh ... dun dare turn backk ... dhhen after wen t0 class r00m ... wen t0 the t0liet ... dhhen g0 backk dance studii0 ... dhhen after that 0nwards .. i keep 0n l00kiing at the wind0w ... h0piing t0 see hiim ... iin the endd .... really seen hiim ... that part is the m0st mem0rable part ... dunn0 whyy l00kiing at hiim can be s0 happy ... i means lyke ... saw hiim happy 0wnself happy lyke that ... dhhen heard till 1 thiing ... that thiing damn sadd ... n0 matter wadd ... i must acc0mplish it ... f0r the sake 0f hiim ... dhhen after that wen h0me ... dhhen 7 + wen backk sku ... meet the parent ... wala0 ... miss tan ... alm0st ... tii0 sc0ld ... luckky dun have ... yeahh ... class p0sitii0n 10 bec0me 9 haha ... impr0ve 1 ... yeahh ... g0t backk my 0ld number lerhh ... wann set ph0ne number lerhh ... buaiis
FallenAngel
23102008
10.03pm
Wiith0ut Hiim De 23 Dayy ....
psps ... yesterdayy never p0st ... my mum usiing the c0m and i did'nt get a chance t0 playy the c0m ... still the same l0rhh ... g0 b0llyw00d veggie ... wala0 .. ltke a maze lyke that ... g0 iin liia0 dunn0 h0w c0me 0ut ... sl0wly walk 0ut de ... dhhen wen iint0 a place ... g0t a siignb0ardd saidd ... beware 0f snakes .. n0b0dyy dare t0 g0 iin but the fl0wer we 1 i thiink is insiide l0rhh ... huiliing scare till siia0 ... lynette andd dayna i dunn0 ... when we were expl0riing ... dayna n0t pr0persely step until a snail ...eeee ... s0 gerly ... dhhen they saw till the snake siignb0ard ... dun dare g0 in .. dhhen yiliin g0 hiim .. i f0ll0w iin ... theyy wann t0 c0me iin de ... but they saw till a statue tiiger ... scare tii0 run 0ut liia0 ... haha .. dhhen g0 expl0re dhhen raiin ... dhhen rest at there cafeteriia ... dhhen saw tiil a superstar ... dhhen denka g0 saidd hiie t0 dhhem ... dhhem wh0le pe0ple laughiing ... dhhen take bus backk l0rhh ... dhhen aftern00n g0 practiice dance l0rhh ...
FallenAngel
23102008
9.03pm
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 22 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 22 Dayy ...
wahh ... t0dayy can saidd is happy andd can saidd is sadd l0rhh .. m0rniing wake upp wen t0 sku ... drag by b00n jiie t0 g0 iinsiide mac ... dhhen g0 t0 sku ... dhhen take bus g0 t0 diisc0veryy centre ...at buss that tiime .. dunn0 wann t0 wadd ... sms 1 guyy ... wala0 ... he change a l0t l0rhh ... after the 0verseas triip ... dhhen wayy he reply mii backk i s0 sh0ckk l0rhh ... dhhen at diisc0veryy centree lerhh ... at thee see the pe0ple talk f0r b0ut 45miin .. dhhen g0 eat ... wala0 .. all eat piizza .. 0nlii i 1 pers0n eat laska ... dhhen dayna siickk ... keep feeliing lyke wanna v0mitt ... damnn funny l0rhh ... went t0 t0liet t0 v0miit .. dhhen c0me 0ut ... dhhen wiith0ut 1 sec ... went iinsiide agaiin ... f0r b0ut 3 tiimes l0rhh ... dhhen after that we have free tiime ... haha ... anyh0w playy the machiine ... damnn funn ... dhhen take bus g0 backk sku ... dhhen the b0tak denka saidd .. 0ur ph0t0 ... hass been takenn by nazz ... dhhen dun care larhh ... c0z ... many pe0ple als0 g0t been taken .. if i n0t wr0ng larhh ... c0z ... i cl0siing my eyes marhh ... dhhen dunn0 whyy g0t little biit miss hiim ... wala0 .. at the breakk h0r ... we 6 lyke matchmakkiing lyke that l0rhh ... keep sayiing ... wann whiich guyy wann whiich guyy ... dhhen i never ch00se tii0 ... dhhen yiliin saidd ... euu never ch00se i n0e wh0 euu wann liia0 ... dhhen i saidd wh0 .. she saidd b00n jiie ... dhhen i saidd ... kill mii i als0 dun wann l0rhh ... i wann 1 pers0n 0nlyy ... dhhen she saidd ... aiiya i n0e larhh ... ur that stephen riite ... dhhen i n0thiing t0 saidd ... =.='' dhhen she keep laughiing ... dhhen at sku liia0 ... jiiayii sendd daynna h0me ... c0z ... she haviing fever andd 1 pe0ple g0 h0me lyke t0 dangerii0us liia0 ... s0 jiiayii sent her h0me l0rhh .. as she n0e where her m0thiing sal0n iis ... dhhen mii and huilliingg andd yiiliin ... wennt t0 7 - 11 t0 buyy cupp n00dle t0 eat ... dhhen eat at the v0iid deckk ... dhhen g0 t0 the general 0ffiice 0utsiide ... wait f0r bus briing us t0 temasek junii0r c0lleage ... c0z ... rehearsal at there ... wala0 ... damn siian l0rhh ..at there fr0m 2.30 wait till 6.00 dhhen 0ut turn l0rhh .. hate it ... s0me m0re we change cl0thes liia0 ... lyke sexy cl0thes lyke that ... dhhen s0me m0re veryy c0ld l0rhh ... c0ldd tiill haiir standd l0rhh ... but ... i saw d0nweii and shazlynn ... if i n0t wr0ng ... they sh0uld be at there helpiing 0ut l0rhh .. c0z ... they 2 never perf0rmm anyythiing ... dhhen after the rehearsal .. went t0 take bus 38 backk bed0k iinter ... by the tiime i reachh bed0k iinter is alreadyy 7 + lerhh l0rhh ... dhhen take buss 225 g0 backk h0me l0rhh ... dhhen after that g0 wat wiith my br0ther and my br0ther gf ... dhhen c0me backk p0st l0rhh ... haiiz ... s0 siian ...
PIICS AT THE KUSU ISLAND
The Emper0r B0at ... damnn huge ... FR0NT
The Emper0r B0at ... SIIDWAYY
The Flyer !!!
The 4 -legged liizardd
The Giiant Turtle !!
FallenAngel
21102008
9.34pm
Wiith0ut Hiim De 21 Dayy ...
psps ... yesterdayy n0 tiime p0stt ... actually wanna t0 put piics at the KuSu islandd de .. dhhen n0 tiime ... c0z .... g0 t0 the east c0ast beachh wiith my k0r andd my k0r gf ... lyke g00esberry lyke that ... dhhen at the beachh ... play till 12 + dhhen g0 h0me ... hahax ...
FallenAngel
21102008
7.48pm
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 20 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 20 Dayy ...
wahh ... t0dayy s0 tiiredd ... m0rniing wake upp ... went t0 eat .. dhhen 11 + ... wennt t0 take taxii t0 mariina ferry termiinal ... dhhen at there wait the shiip t0 c0me l0rhh ... c0z ... we g0iing t0 an islandd call .. KuSu Island ... kn0wn as the T0rt0ise Island ... c0z ... the legendd saidd .. there iis thiis biig t0rt0iise ... wh0 save 1 chiinese and 1 malay fiishermann fr0m the sea ... when there wass a huge raiinst0rmm andd theiir b0at have siink ... wala0 ... at there wait shiip ... waiit f0r 1 h0urr 30 miins l0rhh .. fuckkiing l0ngg l0rhh ..the liine ... dhhen b0ardd the shiip ... wadd the fuckk ... the b0at keep 0n shakiing ... s0 diizzy and feel lyke v0mitiing ... lyke siicksea lyke that .. dhhen take b0at f0r b0ut 30miin .. dhhen arriive lerhh ... arriive there ... went t0 prayy fiirst ... dhhen went t0 eat ... dhhen saw till 1 t0rt0iise p0ndd ... wadd the ... g0t 1 biig 4 - legged liizardd ... but w0n biite de l0rhh ... dhhen saw till pe0ple g0 d0wnn playy wiith the t0rt0iise ... i als0 wen d0wn wiith my siis ... abiit scare scare the liizard larhh ... dhhen saw till 1 huge t0rt0ise ... s0 huge that i never seen bef0re ... damnn huge ... dhhen take piic ... dhhen g0 backk take shiip g0 backk h0me ... fuckk larhh ... waiit shiip ... waiit an0ther 1 h0ur 30miins agaiin f0r the shiip t0 arriive ... dhhen b0ardd the shiip ... dhhen i standd at there l00kiing at a viiew ... dhhen i change an0ther place ... standd besiide a b0yy ... i did'nt knew it l0rhh ... dhhen i saw the b0yy ... i sh0ckk tii0 l0rhh ... c0z ... he l00k s0 muchh lyke stephenn ... =.='' dhhen i lyke g0t a feeliing lyke ... aiiyaa .. i dunn0 h0w saidd larhh ... dhhen dunn0 whyy keep wantedd t0 l00k at hiim ... btw ... the feeliing i wanna saidd ... is n0t i lyke hiim ... is s0methiing else .. whhiichh i dunn0 h0w t0 saidd it ... dhhen after the shiip ... went t0 take bus 402 .. s0 qiia0 l0rhh ... he als0 take that buss ... s0 qiia0 agaiin ... he siit besiide me l0rhh ... =.='' ... dhhen i feel that ... there is fate between us ... dhhen juz because ... we st0pp at wr0ngg statii0n ... we breakk the fate ... maybee we g0t fate ... maybe dunn have ... i als0 dunn0 ... juz feel that we 2 g0t fate lyke that larhh ... dhhen take cab h0me .. reachh h0me ... dhhen bath dhhen p0st l0rhh ... wiish i cann meet hiim backk agaiin ... he is alm0st the same heiight as mii ... but .. it seen that ... i am biigger dhhen hiim ..
FallenAngel
19102008
7.02pm
Wiith0ut Hiim De 19 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 19 Dayy ...
paiisehh ... yesterdayy neveer p0st ... c0z ... c0mputerr use by mumm and dadd ... s0 t0dayy p0st l0rhh ... 0k 0k l0rhh ... n0t s0 badd eiither ... s0 siianzz .... wh0le dayy mapliing ... s0 can dunn thiink hiim ... still at level 53 0nlii ... haiiz ... s0 siianzz
FallenAngel
19102008
6.46pm
Friday, October 17, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 18 Dayy ...
haiizz ... t0dayy s0 siian ... went t0 m0dern dance at 2.30 c0z ... at the dance rehearsal ... need t0 wait f0r many perf0rmance perf0rm lerhh ... dhhen 0ur turn ...haiiz ... s0 siian ... wala0 ... suddenly p0p 0ut fr0m 1 siide lyke s0 wiiredd and strange lyke that ... dhhen qiia0 weii the iinstructii0n saidd n0t weiird ... dhhen sms wiith b00n jiie ... dhhen n0thiing l0rhh ... dhhen c0me h0me went t0 suppermarket t0 eat ... haiiz ... n0 m00dd t0 eat .. cann0t eat anythiing ... s0 siian .. dhhen briing d0 g0 walk walk l0rhh ... dun wanna t0 talk b0utt hiim anyym0re
FallenAngel
17102008
10.01pm
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 17 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 17 Dayy ...
damn sadd t0dayy ... dunn0 is it a dayy that wanted mii t0 recall all the past ... when i play maple st0ry ... i saw till many 0f the character name call ' stephen ' s0methiing lyke 1 call ' xx3stephen ' dhhen s0me m0re s0me m0re ... dhhen i play audii ... i als0 saw till many pe0ple put ' stephen ' dhhen thing thiing thiing ... dhhen when i g0 0ut sh0ppiing t0dayy ... i went past many sh0p ... insiide de thiing all g0t a w0rd call ' sweetheart ' when i saw thiis w0rdd ... teas burst 0ut agaiin ... c0z ... i remember ... last tiime whne we fiirst stead ... we lyke t0 call each 0ther names ... lyke i call hiim ba0beiix ... he call me sweetheart and we use t0 send l0t 0f ba0beiix and sweetheart msg t0 each 0ther ... thee msg wass full 0f sweetheart is w0rdd ... and we use t0 spam each 0ther iin msn ... but n0w ... dun have this chance lerhh ... i dunn0 whyy whenever i am b0redd ... i will 0wnself thiink backk ... when he fiirst h0ldd my handd ... when he fiirst lc mii ... when he fiirst kiss mii ... and when he first hugg and kiss mii at the swimmiing p00l ... i dunn0 whyy i wanna recall all thiis backk ... haiizz ... anywayy ... juz wiish hiim gd luckk ...
FallenAngel
16102008
11.06pm
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 16 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 16 Dayy ...
feel 0k 0k l0rhh ... t0dayy n0thiing speciial l0rhh ... m0rniing went t0 iinter wiih mum .. dhhen g0 m0dern dance practiice ... rehearsal f0r the Xp0se Day Nite at temesak junii0r c0llege ... dhhen siit at there f0r 2 h0ur ... c0z ... my part haven yet ... dhhen my part lerhh ... dhhen practiice practiice l0rhh ... dhhen g0 h0me l0rhh ... g0t little little biit miiss hiim 0nly larhh ...
FallenAngel
15102008
11.42pm
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 15 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 15 Dayy ...
feel quiite 0k l0rhh ... c0z ... n0eiing he t0dayy c0me backk fr0m biintan ... quite happy ... but quite sadd als0 ... wahhh ... t0dayy iis a suayy dayy ... recess that tiime ... wallet still wiith mii ... after recess when g0iing m0dernn ... f0und 0ut wallet l0st ... my ez-liink ... my P0SB cardd ... my every thiing g0ne ... dhhen went t0 general 0ffiice t0 try ... and miiracle happen ... my wallet is at general 0ffiice ... dhhen wen 0utsiide meet NUER and ERZI ... dhhen 2.10 went backk t0 sku ... wala0 ... damn suayy l0rhh ... guides meetiing at 2pm ... sp0rtleader meetiing at 2pm .. dance rehearsal als0 at 2pm .. everythiing 2pm ... dunn0 wann g0 whiich wann ... sp0rtleader de never g0 ... t0ldd mr yapp lerhh ... dhhen g0 t0 guides meetiing fiirst ... as there is l0t 0f excursii0n c0nsent f0rm t0 take ... dhhen 3.45 went f0r dance de ... wala0 ... de0m 2.10 - 2.30 ... lyke mad w0men lyke that ... at 1st fl00r ... run t0 3rd fl00r libraryy ... dhhen went backk t0 1st fl00r ... dhhen went t0 4th fl00r ... c0m lab 1 ... dhhen went backk d0wn t0 1st fl00r ... dhhen wen t0 2nd fl00r .. dhhen went backk 1st fl00r ... dhhen askk joanne wadd is the sp0rtleader meetiing ... after that wen t0 guides rm ... dhhen went backk t0 c0m lab 1 ... dhhen 3.45 went backk d0wn 1st fl00r t0 dance studii0 f0r the rehearsal ... dhhen g0 h0me l0rhh ... dhhen play maple ... yeahh ... level up lerhh ... dhhen briing my d0ggiie g0 d0wn walk walk ... dhhen c0m up .. saw till r0ckky 0nliine ... remember .. t0dayy art less0n ... mr yap came t0 relieve and he sh0wed us when the sp0rtleader was practiciing the aces day dance and r0ckky was beiing film blurly ... and if i n0t wr0ng he dunn0 wadd the step .. c0z ... he d0 until very messy ... hahax ... wh0le class at there laughiing ... dhhen i askk hiim saidd c0me backk fr0m biintan liia0 arhh ? ... he saidd ya ... dhhen he saidd ... g0t miiss stephen ? ... dhhen i blur liia0 ... dhhen i askk hiim backk .. stephen g0t miss mii ... he saidd n0 ... he miss that gal ... by this tiime i knew that my guessiing was rite ... he w0n miss me ... but he will miss that gal ... but g0t wadd thiing t0 d0 lehh ? ... 0bvi0usly i cann0t cut hiis head d0wn ... and cut hiis mindd 0ut and eraser that gal awayy ... =.='' ... s0 b0biian l0rhh ... 0k larhh ... n0 quite miss hiim larhh ... wiith denka and r0ng weii and my ERZI and NUER f00liing mii all dayy l0ng ... play als0 will play till f0rg0t hiim de l0rhh ... dhhen g0t all scrpipt de exam paper liia0 ...
English Paper 1 : 31/60
English Paper 2 : 37.5/60
English 0ral : 24/40
English 0verall : 58/100
Math Paper 1 : 14/50
Math paper 2 : 21/50
Math 0verall : 35/100
Chinese Paper 1 : 48/70
Chinese Paper 2 : 32.5/60
Chinese 0ral : 41/50
Chinese 0verall : 68/100
Science Paper 1 : 20/30
Science Paper 2 : 28.5/70
Science 0verall : 48.5/100
Ge0graphy : 48/100
H0me Econ0miics : 42.5/80
Liiterature : 22.5/50
Art : 51/100
wala0 ... see till thiis mark als0 siian l0rhh ... but miiracle l0rhh .. i let my mum siign ...wala0 ... she never NAGG ... and she never SC0LD l0rhh ... break rec0rd ... fiirst tiime saw till my maths lyke that she never sc0ld ... wala0 ... feel s0 relieve .. but ... g0t 1 m0re stage t0 g0 ... MY FATHER ... he see liia0 he will be lyke v0lcan0 de l0rhh ... burst anytiime ... s0 must prepare anytiime ...
FallenAngel
14102008
9.55pm
Monday, October 13, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 14 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 14 Dayy ...
feel s0 b0red s0 siian ... m0rniing as usual went t0 sku ... checkk paper ... dhhen g0 h0me l0rhh ... durriing free tiime .. dunn0 whyy feel lyke em0iing ... dunn0 whyy my miind keep recalliing de times whenn we 2 were t0getherr happilyy ... and i heard till s0me0ne saidd ... he break wiith mii is because i never giive hiim freedom ... if he really thiink lyke that ... dhhen i will tell hiim ... is because ... i luv euu ... i wanntedd t0 be by ur siide andd i wantedd euu t0 be by my siide ... that whyy whenever euu g0 i g0 als0 ... besiide h0me larhh ... haiizz ... 5 dayss alreadyy cann0t stand liia0 ... h0w am i g0iing t0 standd iin the december h0liidayss ? ... when siittedd backk my table ... i saw many ' S ' whiich i drew wann ... whiich meann hiim ... i saw all thiis ... i askk myself andd i askk yiliin ... i breakk wiith hiim lerhh ... wadd sh0uldd i d0 wiith thiis ' S ' ... myself de c0mment is ... leave it there ... while yiliin de c0mment is ... put 1 straiight liine t0 made it a d0llar siign '$ ' .. i saidd i dunn wann ... c0z ... lata pe0ple th0ughtt i m0neyy facee ... wh0le dayy thiinkiing m0neyy .... haiiz ... t0dayy checkk scriipts ... s0 many paper faill .. likely t0 be retaiin 0t dem0ted t0 sec 2 NT lerhhh larhh ... t0dayy is he g0 biintam de 4th dayy ... BTW ... WHY D0 I CARE S0 MUCHH F0R ALL THIIS THIING ? ... ALS0 N0T MY PR0BLEM ... pr0blem is i juz missiing hiim ... isn't that rite ? ... DUNN0 .... CAN SAIDD YES CAN SAIDD N0 ... i als0 dunn0 ... =.=''
FallenAngel
13102008
10.17pm
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 13 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 13 Dayy ...
feel damnn b0redd ... t0dayy is he g0 biintan de 3 dayy ... w0nder is he haviing funn there ... as s0me0ne saidd ... he saidd t0 mii de everyy w0rdd is lyke a kniife cut iinsiide my heart ... miiss hiim f0r wadd ? ... i t0ld that pers0nn ... nvm ... wh0 askk mii t0 lyke hiim ... s0 n0 ch0iice ... n0w i really dunn0 i lyke hiim 0r dun lyke hiim ... m0st 0f the pe0ple even he hiimself wantedd mii t0 st0pp lyke hiim while ... i ch00se t0 lyke hiim ... n0t use t0 beiingg siingle ... =.= ... there is a guyy ... whenever he siit near mii ... i dunn0 whyy i juz feel that lyke hiim that feeliing c0me backk lerhh ... but ... n0 matter wadd ... hiim ... + an0ther hiim + stephen ... + s0me0ne ... will alwayys be iin my heart ... at least stand 1% ... c0z ... thiis 4 pers0n t0 mii there is a bigg meaniing behiind it ... and cann0t less all my GANS ... espiically weiitiing ... my 8 years friiendshiip ... she a gal that helpp mii whenever i am iin tr0uble ... and s0phiia ... my JIE ... fr0m K2 tiill n0w de JIE ... a cheerful and niice gal ... helpp mii l0t ... next f0ll0w by my NUER and ERZI ... t0nyy and jasmiine ... they 2 pers0n ... wake mii up when i am iin a dream .. i guess they n0e wadd i meann ... f0ll0w by my GANSTEAD .. YILIN ... she is als0 a gal that wake mii up als0 de ... f0ll0w by my K0R ... alwayys lyke t0 bully mii de k0r ... s0metiimes quiite funny ... quiite cheerful ... s0metiimes quiite badd ... quiite nauughtyy ... quiite fiierce ... s0metiimes scare 0f dhhem als0 .... dhhen f0ll0w by my BF ... BESTFRIEND h0rhh ... as wadd s0me0ne saidd ... l0ve can be replace ... but friendshiip cann0t be replyy ... this w0rdd ... i will alwayys beliieve it ... haiiz ... wiish dhhen happy playiing iin biintam
FallenAngel
12102008
9.07pm
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 12 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 12 Dayy ...
startiing t0 feel a bit sadd ... n0thiing t0 d0 ... g0 fiind midi s0ng l0rhh ... dhhen m0rniing wake up play maple till 5+ ... decided t0 g0 t0 511 t0 eat ... dhhen when we g0 0ut ... bryan at there lyke cryiing ... dhhen we at d0wnstair thee wait 15miins ... see wether he st0p barkiing 0r keep 0n barkiing ... c0z ... if he keep 0n barkiing ... dhhen we need t0 briing hiim g0 als0 ... c0z .. he may disturb the neighb0urs .. dhhen briing hiim g0 l0rhh ... eat liia0 c0me backk p0st l0rhh ... feel s0 siian ... t0dayy is he at bintan de 2nd day ... w0nderiing if everythiing is fiine ? ... is he enj0yiing there happily ? ... dunn0 ... happy playiing barhh ...
FallenAngel
11102008
8.12pm
Friday, October 10, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 11 Days
Wiith0ut Hiim De 11 Days ...
haiiz ... s0 siian ... t0dayy m0rniing he went t0 batam liia0 ... dunn0 whyy miss hiim lehh ... as wadd s0me0ne saidd ... he saidd de everyw0rd is lyke a needle p0kiing t0 my heart i still miss hiim f0r wadd ... but i tell hiim ... i dunn0 ... but he wann saidd all these thiing t0 mii i als0 n0thiing i can d0 ... c0z ... seri0usly i lyke hiim marhh ... s0 b0 biian l0rhh ... wh0 askk mii t0 lyke hiim ...actually i dun quite lyke hiim lii0a ... is juz because that sh0rt m0ment made mii lyke hiim backk agaiin ... sua larhh ... thiis 5 dayys ... even if he dun miss mii i als0 n0thiing c0z ... fiirst we breakk lerhh ... sec0nd .... he g0t 0ther gal liia0 ... s0 he w0n miss mii als0 n0t wad news ... but i g0nna miss hiim till siia0 ... maybe ? ... let saidd my d0ggiie ... quite g00d l0rhh ... wala0 ... juz n0w briing hiim g0 d0wnstaiir walk walk ... this naught guy ... alm0st let hiim anger till siia0 ... pe0ple walkiing the passage wayy ... he helpp euu at there p00 ... s0me m0re 0nly i 1 pers0n ... ps till siia0 l0rhh ... dhhen walk walk awhile ... at passage wayy agaiin ... p00 ... g0t grass he dunn wann ... wann passage wayy ... clever ... haiiz .. dhhen edited this pics ...
I L0v3 euu when euu were there ... 
I Miss euu when were g0ne 
I l0ve euu ... 
I Miss Euu .... When euu were g0ne made this pics when i was siian ... haii ... n0thiing ler l0rhh ...
FallenAngel
10102008
10.40pm
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 10 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 10 Dayy ...
quite 0k quite bad l0rhh .... m0rniing went t0 sku ... walk past macc ... saw till t0nyy ... dhhen saw hii t0 t0nyy thr0ughh the miirr0r ... dhhen g0 sku take exam ... dhhen deciided t0 g0 t0 whiitesandd wiith NUER and ERZI andd they all but NUER g0 h0me liia0 ... dhhen never g0 l0rhh .... dhhen g0 h0me ... dhhen wentt t0 iinter wiith mum .... dhhen g0 h0me ... dhhen watchh g0ng zhu xiia0 meii till the endd ... dhhen g0 market eat .... dhhen g0 sembawangg there fetchh my new member ... a d0gg ... calll BRYAN ... the d0gg quiite g00d larhh ... welll behavii0urr ... haiiz ... tml seee h0w l0rhh ... WELC0ME MY NEW MEMBER ...upl0ad the pics lata 0n ... c0z ... bad guyy ... dun let mii take ph0t0 de ... haiiz ... t0dayy break rec0rd ... never quarrel wiith hiim ... c0z ... never saw till hiim ... t0dayy m0rniing i went t0 skuu .... while i was walkiing t0 the traffic light 0pp0site the mac ... i saw hiim walkiing iinside t0 macc ... that unusal feeliing went backk ... as if last tiime i suddenly lyke hiim lyke that ... hahax ... but he wiish i dun lyke hiim ....
FallenAngel
09102008
9.44pm
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 9 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 9 Dayy ...
feeliing s0 relievedd ... m0rniing g0 skuu ... wake past macc ... saw till r0ckky ... dhhen i thiink he never saw mii dhhen faster wake awayy ... dhhen g0 sku de study c0rner 2nd fl00r fiind my friendd ... dhhen g0 assembly ... dhhen g0 take exam ... after exam ... meet up with junjiie t0nyy the all ... dhhen they decidiing wan t0 g0 supermarket eat 0r mac eat ... dhhen final decisi0n g0 supermarket eat ... dhhen run till the 4 heavenly kiing ... nat .. benedict .. denka and r0ng weii ... dhhen theyy saiddd saw stephen in fr0nt dhhen jasmiine dhhen mii dhhen nat saidd still lyke stephen arhh .. dhhen i saidd n0 ... dhhen i t0nyy suddenly saidd ... diam diam eat ur rice ... dhhen when we sit d0wn ... they call mii andd saidd wann call my h0use ... dhhen i t0ldd dhhen dun call ... c0z ... t0ny sc0ldd dhhen als0 n0t i sc0ldd de ... dhhen i dunn0 theyy call ... dhhen my mum call ... fuckk larhh ... sh0ckk tii0 .. dhhen answerr ... dhhen tii0 kan ... thx t0 denka liim ... really g0 call my h0use .... dhhen askk jasmiine g0 h0me wiith mii c0z ... lyke that w0n tii0 beat ... dhhen reach h0me ... d0 art ... dhhen use c0mputer watch gongg zhu xiia0 meii ... dhhen suddenly jasmiine cann0t reach her ahma dhhen she g0 h0me fiirst l0rhh ... dhhen t0nyy and junjiie at my h0use de bl0ckk there ... dhhen dun care l0rhh ... dhhen denka sms mii saidd wann mii helpp hiim d0 the f0rmati0n ... the art de thiing ... i saidd dunn wann l0rhh ... call my h0use made mii tii0 kan still wann mii helpp hiim d0 ... s0me m0re pay mii $5 ... wahh ... thiink i m0ney face gal arhh ... dhhen dun wann ... dhhen suddenly nat askk mii helpp t0 d0 ... dhhen juz helpp l0rhh ... =.='' d0 till veryy ugly l0rhh ... h0pe he dunn miindd ... dhhen p0st l0rhh ... haiiz ... fr0m breakk till n0w keep 0n argueiing wiith hiim ... keep chasiing mii awayy ... i fiind t0nyy they all he saw mii als0 chase mii awayy ... startiing feel s0 hhurt ... but n0w ... d0es have any feeliing lerhh .... breakk wiith hiim de 1 2 dayy ... saw hiim sittiing at there ... watchiing the gal t0 wake pass ... feel s0 heartbr0ken ... but n0w feel n0thiing ... dunn0 whyy ... i juz wiish that i c0uldd carry 0n lykiing hiim ... c0z ... he is the best l0ver i hadd ... alth0ught made mii s0 sadd bef0re ... but i dunn0 whyy i can t0lerate all hiis thiing ... everytiime juz treat it as n0thiing dhhen thiink thiink a whilee ... feel lyke cryiing ... dhhen went t0 a c0rner where they dunn0 and cryy ... cryy lerhh ... dhhen feel n0thiing ... s0metiimes i feel that i dunn lyke hiim liia0 ... feel s0 happy ... when thiink backk dun lyke hiim liia0 ... feel s0 terrible ... haiizz .... h0pe he understand the w0rds in the t0p picture and h0pe he treat that gal g00d and h0pe we w0n quarrel any m0re ...
FallenAngel
08102008
9.43pm
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 8 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 8 Dayy ...
dunn0 whyy ... feel s0 happy and relieve ... m0rniing g0 6.20 sms jj ... askk hiim at where ... never sleep wh0le night cause g0 east c0ast watch the night secnery 0f the sea and enj0y the breeze ... dhhen 5 + c0me backk ... dhhen went t0 the staircase there study f0r maths ... hate maths .. but the paper damn easy l0rhh ... dhhen g0 r0ckky h0use d0wnstair de table there ... quralle wiith hiim ... dhhen g0 h0me ... dhhen play c0m ... watch g0ng zhu xiao meii 0n c0m .. dhhen sleep 1 h0ur ... dhhen wake up c0me agaiin ... watchh g0ng zhu xiia0 meii agaiin ... dhhen at msn ... quralle wiith hiim agaiin ... saidd i jiian ... haiiz ... he wann saidd let hiim saidd till he enuf l0rhh ... s0me m0re i quralle wiith hiim .. all th0se w0rd i saidd ... is 0nly anger w0rds ... did'nt mean it at all ... siian larhh ... mii and hiim is larhh ... f0rever w0n be able t0 c0mmunicate lyke that de ... dhhen after when g0iing h0me time ... dunn0 whyy sc0lded hii mand feel s0 relieve .. lyke ... i am freed0m liia0 ... dun lyke hiim larhh ... and i sl0wly feel that i dun lyke hiim larhh ... maybe the attitude he treat mii ... made mii st0p lykiing hiim ... g00d l0rhh ...
07102008
10.14pm
Monday, October 6, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 7 Dayy
Wiith0ut hiim de 7 dayy ....
s0 b0redd ... after exam went t0 the r0und table ... c0z ... he wanna diis0wn .. wala0 ... 12.15 can g0 de ... bec0me 12.45 dhhen can g0 .... stupiid teacher ... keep us backk ... dhhen went till there ... tii0 kan by er zii in the ph0ne ... dhhen at there ... he keep chasiing mii t0 diis0wn i dunn wann ... i t0ld hiim i wann night 11.59.59sec dhhen diis0wn ... he veryy angry liia0 ... dhhen i saidd kiddiing de larhh ... anywayy ... als0 play play de ... i dragg the tiime .. drag till 1.40pm ... dhhen i wanna t0 tell hiim ... diis0wnn and s0rriie f0r playiing wiith hiim bef0re diis0wn ... but i dunn0 whyy suddenly my guts dunn0 wennt where ... s0 i t0ld t0nyy t0 tell ... dhhen tell lerhh ... diis0wn lerhh ... dhhen 6+ at msn ... he saidd that ... he only lyke that gal ... dhhen i askk hiim ... euu stead wiith mii de 1 m0nth 25 dayss als0 lyke that gal ? .. he saidd n0 ... but ... feeliing n0t believiing it .. and believiing it ... dhhen went h0me ... junjie ... jasmiine and t0nyy ... went t0 my h0use de staiir case there ... stupiid t0nyy ... keep askiing mii c0me 0ut ... tii0 kan by m0ther .. dhhen we interchange ... dhhen buyy thiing ... dhhen g0 h0me l0rhh ... haha ... t0dayy exam tiime very funny l0rhh ... after recess that exam is literature ... dhhen while d0iing halfwayy ... dunn0 wh0 crushh de pe0ple fiirst dhhen g0t the crushiing s0undd ... dhhen f0ll0w by denka theyy all ... dhhen all wann thr0w pe0ple ... that time is miss sherilyn tan relieve us ... s0 she take the dustbiin walk ar0und the h0use f0r us t0 thr0w rubbiish ... dhhen when she reach r0ng weii there and suddenly ... r0ng weii b0ttle dr0p ... i dunn0 it suddenly dr0p 0r is hje pr0persely made it dr0pp de ... i juz heard till b0ttle dr0p ... c0z ... miss tan bl0ckkiing my view ... dhhen wh0le class laught .. c0z ... she was ab0ut t0 m0ve and the b0ttle dr0ppp ... dhhen after a while ... r0ng weii start t0 make the clickiing s0undd ... usiing a pen ... dhhen miiss tan c0nfiiscate ... dhhen he use an0ther pen dhhen c0nfiiscate agaiin ... dhhen c0nfiiscate all liia0 .. dhhen irfan made ... haha ... laugh till siia0 ... dhhen suddenly 3 teacher came in t0 relieve us .. sh0ckk l0rhh ... n0b0dyy dare talkk .. dhhen 1 teacher g0 liia0 ... dhhen left 2 teacher ... 1 is miiss sherilyn tan and an0ther wann dunn0 wadd name l0rhh ... hahax ... t0dayy exam is the m0st funniest dayy ... L0ST LERHH CANN0T TAKE BACKK AND MAY HAVE A LITLE H0PE 0F FIINDIING IT BACKK ... BUT CANN0T BE TAKEN BACKK LERHH ... LET HIIM G0 BARHH ...
FallenAngel
06102008
10.59pm
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 6 Dayy
Wiith0ut Him De 6 Dayy ...
feel s0 b0red at h0me ... t0dayy wass last dayy 0f beiing hiis ganstead ... tml need diis0wn liia0 ... last dayy 0f beiing hiis stead ... feel s0 she bu de ... but n0 ch0iice ... m0rniing wake up at 12 + ... dhhen play maple till 6+ ... dhhen chat 0nline wiith NATGAN ... chat till veryy fun .. veryy happy ... c0z ... he this guy ... lyke t0 made pe0ple laugh when he g00d m00d ... but when he bad m00d ... wahh ... diie liia0 ... better dunn g0 diisturb himm ... but ... ke liian f0r hiim ... woo peii miin f0r s0 l0ng and yet peii miin did'nt wann t0 accept hiim .... dunn0 whyy everydayy keep askiing myselff ... wadd is he d0iing ? ... is he thiinkiing b0ut that gal ? ... dhhen thiink agaiin ... he breakk wiith mii lerhh ... i thiink s0 muchh b0ut hiim de thiing f0r wadd ? ... dhhen readd backk the past tiimes ... iin msn ... wadd he and i always talk ab0ut ... dhhen i f0undd that .. bef0re he treat mii c0ldly that past 2 weeks ... was the m0st happy tiimes ... i call hiim ... ba0bbeiix ... he yah sweetheart ... read backk lerhh feel s0 happy ... tears came 0ut agaiin ... but when he treat mii c0ldly ... i call hiim ba0beiix .. he yah 0nly ... haiiz ... 2 weeks ... did'nt n0e h0w t0 cherish it .. n0w cheriish als0 use l0rhh ... haiiz ... LET HIIM G0 BARHH ...
FallenAngel
05102008
8.40pm
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 5 Dayy
Wiith0ut Himm De 5 Dayy ...
feel s0 b0red at h0me ... when wake upp ... play maple straiight awayy after haviing my breakfast ... play maple t0 f0rget thiing ... as it really helpp mii f0rget unahppy thiings ... but i dunn0 whyy play until half wayy ... suddenly eyes g0t tears ... faster whipe awayy ... dhhen after playyiing ... when t0 eat ... tears came 0ut agaiin ... dunn0 whyy ... thiis feww dayss ... tears lyke t0 c0me 0ut dhhen c0me 0ut ... as if i giiven it permiisii0n t0 c0me 0ut ... dhhen chat 0nliine wiith my GANSTEAD ... THX MY PRECI0US DARLIING ... F0R GIIVIING MII S0 MANYY IDEAS ... BUT ... I REALLY DUNN0 WADD T0 DECIDE ... r0ckky saidd ... 0ld dunn g0 .. new w0n c0me ... i understand the meaniing ... but ... i dunn wanna the 0ld t0 g0 ... i rather the new w0n c0me dhhen lettiing g0 0f the old t0 g0 ... i rather dunn wann the new ... i rather wann backk the 0ld ... but i really dunn0 wadd t0 d0 ... break already breakk ... cant be mended ... if there is a scar ... that mean f0rever that place will have a scar ... the w0unds will heal but the scar w0n heal de ...
FallenAngel
04102008
9.50pm
Friday, October 3, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 4 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 4 Dayy ...
t0dayy after exam ... went t0 fiind my er zii t0nyy ... dhhen after that saw till hiim dhhen sitiing at there listeniing t0 s0ngg ... dhhen after that saw hiim ... he saidd he wann diss0wn ... whyy he s0 cruell .. even ganstead als0 dun let mii de ... i n0e that we dunn have chance 0t patchiing backk .. but i juz wann t0 be juz ganstead ... t0 have merm0ries ... but i dunn0 whyy he cruel till lyke that wann dis0wn mii ... he call mii talk t0 mii i dunn wanna replyy ... that is because 0f s0me reas0n ... i t0ld hiim lerhh he still wann dis0wn ... whyy he s0 cruel ... i saidd that ... he is the worst guy i seen in singap0re bef0re ... but ... he is the best l0ver i had bef0re .. dhhen after g0 h0me ... 3+ sleep till 9+ ... due t0 never sleep f0r the past few dayss ... i t0ld hiim ... euu wann be cruel ? .. i can be m0re cruel dhhen euu ... and i did'nt mean it ... i juz dunn wann l0se ... and he wanna dis0wn ... i saidd i dunn wann s0 n0t c0unted diis0wn ... but he saidd ... dun let see euu agaiin ... wahh the fuckk ... this sentence the m0st hurtiing de ... but i dunn feel hurt at all ... haiiz ... maybe after a few dayys dhhen diisown l0rhh ... c0z ... as wadd the lyriic saidd ... LET G0 ... LET G0 0F EVERYTHIING ... maybe ... I REALLY SH0ULD LET HIIM G0 ...
FallenAngel
03102008
10.24pm
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 3 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De 3 Dayy
feel verry b0redd ... after 0rall ... wantedd t0 wentt t0 13th fl00r 0f hiis bl0ckk ... but jasmiine dunn wann ... dhhen siit at the ciircle there ... dhhen theyy came 0verr ... dhhen he saidd hiie t0 mii ... but i did'nt replyy anythiing ... c0z ... i dunn wann get hurt agaiin ... dhhen listen t0 s0ngg ... the s0ng chr0us lyriic saidd ... let go ... let go everythiing ... i t0ld myself t0 let g0 ... let hiim g0 ... butt i juzz cant d0 it ... i t0ldd myselff in my heart t0 let himm g0 ... i let hiim g0 ... but ... bef0re he leave my heart ... i catchh it backk ... c0z ... i dunn wanna let hiim g0 ... n0 matter wadd i am still thiinkiing 0f hiim ... cryy the 2 timess ... fiirst tiime is because he call mii and i did'nt replyy t0 hiim at all ... dhhen heartache ... 2nd tiime is ... i cant bear t0 let hiim g0 ... i keep repeatiing the s0ng agaiin and agaiin ... c0z ... i wann t0 tell myselff t0 let hiim g0 ... but i juzz cant bear t0 ... i let hiim g0 ... but i catchh it backk ... when he riide biicycle that tiime ... i turn ar0undd andd saw till hiim ... dhhen he l00k up and i saw hiim andd he saww mii ... i wass shc0kked andd turnn awayy veryy quiickly ... dhhenhe keep 0n riidiing ... l00kiing at hiim riidiing ... the face expressii0n ... andd the wayy he resp0nndd ... feel veryy attractiive ... but ... i c0ntr0l myselff and st0pp l00kiing ... dhhen whenn he left ... went t0 13th fl00r ... at there em0 45miin ... dhhen g0 h0me ... LET HIIM G0 BARHH ... 0LIVIA H0 !!! ... haiiz
FallenAngel
03102008
8.28pm
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Wiith0ut Hiim De 2 Dayy
Wiith0ut Hiim De Sec0ndd Dayy ...
life wadd lyke meaniingless ... fiirst dayy n0t feeliing anythiing ... but the sec0ndd dayy ... startted t0 feel sadd ... dunn0 whyy ... yesterdayy wh0le dayy never sleepp ... sittiing at the bedd there ... dunn0 d0 wadd ... thiinkiing 0f s0me happy thiing t0 cheer myself up ... thiink till halfwayy ... tears came 0ut ... but i never cryy ... als0 n0t i yawn dhhen came 0ut de ... automatiic c0me 0ut de ... fr0m miidniight 3.56am till 5.15am ... i juz sittiing at there ... and the tears juzz came 0ut ... i als0 cann0t explaiin whyy ... dhhen m0rniing ... dhhen sit iin fr0ntt 0f the c0mputer ... 12 h0urs sitting at there ... fa daii ... fr0m 8am t0 8pm ... whille sittiing at there ... dunn0 whyy suddenlly thiink till he saidd he wann jii0 a gall ... thiink till that ... tears came 0ut agaiin ... i juz cant st0p thinkkiing ab0ut it ... he breakk wiith mii juz becausee he wanna jii0 that gal if i n0t wr0ngg ... but i dunn0 whyy ... suddenlly thiink backk my ex-steadd ... the firrst steadd ... feel lyke patchiing wiith hiim ... but cann0t ... juz because i d0ne 1 thiing wr0ngg ... andd he ign0redd mii 4 yearss ... 4 YEARS !!! juz lyke that waitted hiim f0r 4 YEARS ... but thiis tiime ... really n0 chance 0f patchiing lerhh ... i reallyy dunn0 wadd t0 d0 ... feel lyke em0iing ... but dunn wann ... HAIIZ ..
FallenAngel
01102008
9.40pm