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Tuesday, November 26, 2013
A tear means a thousand meanings.
Back to blogger, deardear and Jonjon came over for the past 2 days to play Dai di with Jiashun, because nobody was entertaining Jon, poor thing. What a surprise from dear, he told me that he's my blog loyal fan, well, we'll see. HAHAHA. Make me angry both days. Haiix. I've a feeling other people may think that I'm too controlling over him, like as if i dun allow him to play poker, what's with poker, card game only mah, yeah, i noe too, card game only mah, paper and ink make wan mah, i also noe how to make artificial wan.
Just that, i find it a bit irritating, when i call him over to accompany me, but yet he's outside playing poker, like hello ? That's not the point of me calling you here. Well, it's okie, dear said that he'll only played 5 rounds as i noe that, once he sat down, it'll be hard for him to stand back up so i make him said all the deals first before he forgotten till clean clean, so okie, 5 rounds, go ahead. And he burst his quota into 7 rounds ?
Like hello, you told me 5 rounds, and now you burst your quota and you still tell me sit beside you, pei you play, wan me slap you or curse you all the way ? End up, i leave it, surrender, play all you wan and i'm gonna head to bed. Other people who heard what i say makes me feel like i'm a controlling bitch. But first in for all, poker isn't even a healthy game to began with. Isn't it right ? Why people like to give money away ? Might as well give me ?
Well, stop my nonsense before my loyal fan wan say me complain complain again, i just wan all the best for you. It's 4pm and i'm getting so so so so so hungry. And 6.30pm, going to meet deardear to pack my food and back home cook maggie as dinner for him, he wants it. And i'm off to cook maggie for now ! Byebye !
Thursday, November 21, 2013
When i push you away, that's when i needed you the most.
Goooooddddddddd Afternoon ! My dear silly boy is currently having his peaceful sleep, while I'm here, blogging. Long since I blog and it kinda feel weird ? LOL. Babyboy came yesterday and we had a big feast of Herbal Egg that mummy cooked for him, LOL. Poor thing, cook for him, still need to peel the hot shells for him, might as well, i eat for him also right. HAHAAHA ! After eating, went to room with the air-con opened, ohmy, it was so nice, as the the weather nowadays can kill.
In the room, we talked a lot of things, previously, deardear told me to promised him that I'll wait 4 years for him to gave me happiness, I say why not ? I've spend 4 years waiting for a guy I never will never be back and another 4 years for another guy who I know will never be back too. And since I can spend 8 years waiting for them, why not 4 years for you whom I know you'll definitely be back ? And soon, I let this topic a rest, as to 4 years, long, not long, short, not short.
But yesterday, I suddenly had a thought, what I want after 4 years, so I ask deardear, '4 Years later, what type of happiness are you going to give me ?' And deardear reply was, 'I'll give you all I can give.' And there goes my thought, vanished into the air. I'm not a greedy girl, I dun need luxury stuffs even thought I honestly wants it a lot. All I want 4 years later, is to be engage with you. Is that pretty hard ? By then, I would be 22 years old and you would be 23 years old.
People kept saying, it's not good to married that early, and everything. But I'm not requesting for marriage, we can talk about marriage like another 2 - 3 years later after we engaged. I dun see a problem why people think that engage @ that age is too early. It's just another milestone of our relationship. It has been 3 months plus, and we have quarrel more then 5 times, and each times, it's like hell, since we can last for 4 years even if it means passing through hell, why not another continue ?
And honestly, I'm pretty much happy each time after we quarrel, because that silly boy will definitely come up with new things to make me happy. And that's what make part of it of why i love him so much. HAHAH
Insecurity-ness hasn't completely gone off. Shag ttm.
Monday, November 18, 2013
Long since i blog like again, and finally, I've the time to like really blog, not a long wan but a short one, nothing much to blog about either. Days has been passing and passing, feelings increasing, expectation increasing, disappointment increasing, sadness increasing, insecurity increasing, happiness increasing, cravings increasing, holidays increasing, almost everything also increasing, only my body size and my money is not increasing. Shag.
Days spending with my baby dear is getting awesome day by day and also feeling bad day by day. Feeling insecurity more and more lately, but well, if i were to mention, things are going to get worst, so kept quiet is the best thing, he's a stubborn bull and i'm a stubborn lion, if one party dun give in, both of us is going to crash into the ground and died miserably.
Well, sometimes, he's very sweet, sometimes, he's very fierce, SO DAMN FIERCE. -.- That when i was having the mood to joke and play, he suddenly, ' WHAT, WHY ' Okie, my mood to joke and play just ' phewww ' went down 1500 feets. -.- But it's okie, i'm glad i've him in my life.