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Baby, i should say, You. Today is 24 October, 2011. It has been 2 years. Also, you've change 2 girlf. Her and now Her. I wanna ask, during this 2 years, have you ever miss me before ? Have you ? To be frank, even though i like someone else, like M, M and A, when i saw you, i do still think of you. Still think of those times we were together, those hug and kisses we have, i miss that, you noe ?

Sometimes, i was creating a drama out of myself, thinking could someone be kind enough to help me ask if you'll misses me a not but that was impossible. Nobody could do that. I tried to talk to you 2 months ago, but you told me you needa talk to your girlf, and you hang my phone, do you noe how sad it is ? Do you noe how much courage i took to text you ? I noe I'm at fault for liking B while being with you. But i still choose you instead of B.

I hurt B by patching with you, and N and P came to scold me till fucking jialat. And i got fool by A also. All because of you, but you dun even appreciate, you scold me a flirt and a hongster and you leave me dangling down there, trying to mend everything up. Why are you like that ? You noe, I'm not trying to be bhb, but I've caught you looking back at me whenever I'm looking at you during random times, I've saw it a lot of times. And you remember me and M when to see you play basketball ? In a 5 minutes game, M counted that you turn back 17 times looking at me.

And talk till basketball, you noe i've bought a basketball because of you. I'm trying to be your best wan by liking what you likes and not telling you to stop or what because i dislike them. I miss sitting at the back of the school basketball court under the sun and watch you play basketball, and after you finish every match, pass you my towel and drink. Also, i dun mind hugging you when you're wet. Even if you say you like just showered, i also dun mind. Didn't i ?

In the past it was use to be me sitting down at a side watching you play basketball, but now it's J. I miss those times, i really miss those times. Even though i like A now, if i have a chance to be with you again, I'll definitely cherish it, no more mistakes, no more disloyal. After I've break with you on the February 10, 2010. I've been liking you all the way until September, by liking M and stops at November and back to you, all the way till this year April, by liking M.

Cause after all, i still find you the more precious things on earth even if you treat me as nothing. Even though during this 2 years we have a lil fight because of X, but i still find it pretty upset. You dun even appreciate what i did, even if i broke up with you, i still accomplish what i say to you when we were together, saying that i would hold a grand party for you. And yes, i did, i bought 3 bottles of champagne, 1 heart-shape chocolate cake and I've forgotten what else, and everything cost me $300 plus. But end up, everything was screwed up.

And during my birthday last year, it was you and BP and the rest who celebrated with me by throwing Flour, Coconut Milk and Water on me. It was 1 of the memorable times with you after we've break. But this year, I'm happy enough also, cause I've my babygirls, as well as D and their group. Yes, the most precious is A's kisses on the forehead, lip and tongue plus his hug and R's hug.

I wanna be with you again, 24th, ❤