Your love is sensational

The above pics are taken using my handphone at yesterday, when we was at the BOYS ! toilet changing. Very funny uhhx. Yesterday and today had camp. Morning meet him at the study corner there, a pity someone came and ruin everything. Then after that went for assembly, then went to the trip to singapore science centre, and i saw the xiao ji nest again, the first pic, see carefully, got 1 was coming out, but bus come lerhx, so cannot see it come out, sad sad. Then board bus, go back school, then go home take bag then go back sku for the Sec 1 Student Leaders Teambuilding Camp. L0L, become facilitator. Then go bedok town park, play games, Fun quite, Quite bored also. And Thanks to Joel And dunno who, make me wet like dunno wad. Then around 5 - 6 plus, go back sku for dinner. Then sit at canteen, listen to Lili, Feelah and Muaz talk ghost story, really frightening uhhx. Then after that go change, me and Jenisa, Elizebeth, Joyce, Eunkyung, Karen, Geraldine, WeeAnn, was playing a fool and the pic was on top uhhx. Then after change, forgotten go where, die lerhx, STM ! Then after that from canteen, go MPR room, watch the wad True Singapore Ghost Story 1. Then halfway, Mr Yap and Miss Lee come in, and closed it. =.='' Then dunno open what shyt show. I never even watch cause i was busying talking to him and smsing him the whole day until i get scolded by Feelah, serve me right. -.- Then listen to Mr Yap and Miss Lee tell us why dun wan organize nightwalk. Then at afternoon dunno who tell me said Mr Raihan dun give nightwalk cause he scare ghost, i laugh diao cannot stop, he so fierce then scare ghost. KNS larh. Then 11, lights off for sec 1, wen down canteen for briefing, get scolded again, then around 12.10AM, went to bath, finally able to bath, cause it is damn sticky de hao marhx . Then after bath, continue talking with him, till 2-3 plus, i thought i fall asleep but is him. Then wake up by Amira at 5am. Cause i was the only Female facilitator. -.- Then i need to sleep with the sec 1s. Then after that go wash my face brush my teeth. Then until Jenisa they all wake up. Then go down do morning exercise. Then go had Breakfast. Dun even feel like eating, cause of the stupid BEE ! And Elizebeth was scaring scaring like wan cry wan cry. Then i also scare. Then play the Blow Wind Blow, FUN lorhx. Then around 9am plus, was wondering why that PIG haven sms me, then while waiting for bus to bring us to Kallang There for the Dragon Boating, he sms ! I was like, noe then sms, really a PIGGGGG. Then chatting with him, then went for my dragon boating, partner with Jenisa. Whole body wet, and i forgotten i wear white shirt. DAMMIT ! . Then faster go change. Then walk back, take bus, after that, finally so long, I FINALLY GOT MY SLA SHIRT. All sec 2 got it. And i was so happy. It was like, finally uhhx. Then Jenisa angry me again. Never mind, cause she very fast will laugh again by my stupid drawing, then went home, on the way, saw my mummy, she at Shing Song. Then she tell me said, your teacher said you at class keep using phone smsing. Then i diam diam. Then she said, why keep smsing, can study dun wan study. Then she said, Your teacher said your skirt getting shorter and shorter uhhx, dun think i dunno anything. Cause my mum dun allow me fold and alter. So i folded in sku. Then i was like. Wtf . Then she said, better becareful, i will ramdomly go sku see you wan. Then i was like, very long leh, then she said school skirt jiu shi like that wan. Then i said, you go my sku larhx. you see everyone skirt almost never over knee de. Wo cai bu yao over knee. Then i forgot what she said =.='' Then go home, unpack my bag, bring bryan go down, then use com. Then blog. Kay larhx. Stop here. JENISA IS HURRYING ME ! HE IS ALSO HURRYING ME !

WHY EVERYONE DOES'NT WANNA TO CLEAR THING WITH ME BEFORE SCOLDING ME AND WAD SHYT. MY MUM LIKE THAT, YOU ALL ALSO LIKE THAT.

i already dun have any heart for this family lerhx.

cause of my mum fucking attitude

cause of my sis fucking threatening

cause of my dad fucking dunno go where

cause of my brother fucking dun even care bout me.

i really dun have the heart i this home lerhx.

i put everything at school

espically on love life.

but this is wad i get in return?

even friends, i treat them like a real good friend.

and this is what i get in return ?

like like, eh olivia come eat,

dun like, you fuck off.

think i wad ? your toy uhhx.

I EVEN PUTTED MY WHOLE HEART

TO THE 4 GUYS WHICH I SHOULD'NT DONE IT !.

and that is what i get , ignorance, bullying, threatening

why i must carry all this fuck things alone.

when i break with him,

why i am the 1 suffering most

while he is happily passing his life

why i must bear all the fucking consequences.

i treat you like my real mei mei,

and this is what i get in return ?

I'M FUCKING DISSAPOINTED IN ALL I HAVE NOW.

i treat them like best friend,

treat them eat when they wan to,

help them when they need,

and fuck off is what i get ?

i'm fucking sad,GAN PUA SAD,

dun worry, i won be like a fool and please you happy

everytime you angry anymore,

I WILL JUST HECKCARE !

cause i dun think, there is a need to do this anymore

if you wan to said, you never ask me do,

leave me alone, i dun wanna talk to anyone now !

Labels : iloveyou , lot lot lot lot .

是你的, 就一点会回来

不是你的, 就是不属于你的

Finally post, cause mum dun allow use com, then recently, my day past like day, as normal lorhx. Haiix, school holiday coming lerhx, hate it lorhx ! I prefer going to school. Not study but to play, hahax. Haiix, so many thing happen uhhx, just of 1 simple reason, LOVE. So tiring, later wan please this wan, wan please that wan. And, daddy, i will not forget what you said, my BRACELET, NECKLACE and RING, you said de. You gonna paid for everything i choose. I already done what you said, play Beethoven, ` Fur Elise ` for you. Why you still dun wanna let me learn piano, uhhx ? You noe i really like it. You still said, i basic also haven learn, no need a Real piano that cost thousand of dollars and i'm fine with iy, i dun mind. If the usual me, i will die also wan it, but for my piano lesson sake, i dun wan it, wait you said i what go up grade 3 and 4 then you buy, but why you still dun give me learn ? uhhx ? And nikki ho, sure 1 day i slap you de. You wait, i at there sweet talk with daddy try let him give me learn piano, she step 1 foot in and said, ` jie, learn what piano, daddy, i wan tution, help me find a tution teacher ` , then my piano lesson ` POOF ! ` gone ! Daddy will said, ` ya lorhx. concentrate on your studies, not your piano. ` Then mummy, ` ya lorhx. i help nikki find tution, also will help you find ` Then i said i dun wan. Idiot siax. Hai me ! I tell him i every month ownself save 104 for my piano lesson then they dun wan, they said sure not enought de, cause i money spender lai de. 100 can spend in 1 hour time. And i agree that i won be able to save 100 in 1 month time also. Haiixx.

althought i dunno why

dun like that lerhx.

you will get what you wan back.

sorry for taking it away. i'm sorry

very fast de, friend become good friend,

then become best friend,

then become my baobeii

then become best friend back again

seem like i dunno you all like that

remember i tell you all

that when you all gradute lerhx.

what could happen to me ?

i think, it will be more worst then what i tell you all

you all 4 all along is i teng most de.

beat my head i dun mind

make me unhappy i dun mind

but, thing change so fast uhhx.

1 year going to past lerhx.

wondering will i have a chance to see you next year.

espically you who like to come my house for no reason ?!

and is always suddenly de

alway make me chua tio.

always scold me for no reason

always suddenly hit my head or scold me

me and you all like ownself walk ownself de.

which make me feel so dissapointed and sad uhhx.

maybe not your fault.

maybe from the start, i should'nt take you all so seriously uhhx

maybe i should'nt slack so much with you all so much

maybe i should'nt even be friends with you all from the start.

promise me, take care uhhx.

Yesterday, chatted with Jenisa, from 7pm to 11 plus, then Rui Ming wen in, then Jenisa hang cause she wan sleep lerhx. Then 1 plus chatted with Rui Ming till 3 plus, then skup as mummy come back from her Majong World again. L0L, you trick dao very happy horhx. But i noe its true. Hahax. Then sleep. Morning wake up, pei mummy go shing song with Vivian jie jie and her 2 kids, saw till stephen de ahma, i also dunno wad to call her lorh. Call her ahma, Step thought i trick myself as her daughty-in-law like that, call auntie, a bit weird leh. Then i never all anything, Vivian jie jie tell me call her Ahma larhx. Cause is his ahma call me call de marhx, i no need scare anything. Then his ahma, ` ask my mother go his daughter shop reborn hair cause my mum said it before and his ahma said wan let step mother see the daughter-in-law ! ` I was like L0L, but hen weird, she also noe me and Step break lerhx, why still wan like that said. Never then go eat, After that, world war 3 , which include me Jenisa and Rui Ming, but now everything normal lerhx. Then tell Rui Ming something and ` Yes ! `. Then jiu post lorhx. Night maybe chatting again with Jenisa and Rui Ming.

After yesterday post, then chatted with Jenisa on msn, then after that watch the reminscence moonlight, should be like that spell barhx. Then Jenisa call me, around 11 plus, conference with KaiXiong. He like not happy like that. Nevermind. Then after that Jenisa said she hang, then she call Rui Ming come in, then chatted with him and Jenisa. L0L, then Jenisa conference Bryan in, Bryan Phan uhhx. Then he talk less then a minute jiu hang lerhx. Cause i was asking Rui Ming what is buang. Then he was about to explain to me, then Bryan come in. Then ask Bryan noe what is buang a not, then he said he go check dictionary. Then after that jiu kup lerhx. Then Rui Ming said he like Phua Chu Kang. L0L ! Laugh dao me and Jenisa like siaox. Cause he talk very loud. Then very funny that why Rui Ming will said he sound like Phua Chu Kang. After that chat a while, Jenisa said she call people. Then left me and Rui Ming, then chat , after 10 mins, then remember Jenisa not inside, then call Jenisa. Then she come back. Chat chat chat. Then she said her mother come back. Then she kup. Left me and Rui Ming. From 12 plus to 2.15am. Pro uhhx. He at there open fan while the air con already 16 degree. Then chao dao his meimei. Then his meimei wake up, go into his dad room, he scare. L0L But he very good larhx. Then his dad walk out, all scare pretend sleep. L0L. Hen hao xiao. Then after kup, was bout to sleep, then mummy and nikki come back from his majong world. And she bought the Hello Kitty book, which i wanted it so much . Thank you mummy. Then sleep. Morning, hear until sound, wake up, thought mummy just came back from supermarket. That time is around 9 plus. Then she said she going. Then i said i wan go. Then she said faster. Then i was like, aiya, suan larhx. Then i said i dun wan go. Then wen back to sleep. Then around 12 plus, mummy wake me up, cause, too late lerhx. She dun give me sleep. Then bring Bryan go down walk walk. Then come back use computer until 3 plus, give my sister use computer then i go watch the Titanic on channel 58. Then around 4 plus, use back computer again then message Rui Ming then he said he wan sleep, then post. L0L. So 1 day past until like that. Is damn slow de hao bu hao, is like passing 1 week like that. I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL !

等待 ... 只是她唯一的方法

Today went for chinese oral, TanJeePin is still the same as last year, keep scolding, all kenneth fault lorhx. Btw, i also got learn thing, learn how to play the midnight maximum tune, the arcade wan. Then after that wait for yilin. Then wen to the coffee shop to eat, after that dayna wanna come my house ask she got no where to go, she wanted to wait for her mother shop to open within 2 HOURS time, then they suggested coming my house, but my mum not feeling well then she dun allow, cause she said home very lesson, then i said they won mind de larhx, then she dun wan, then next time lorhx. Come visit Bryan lorhx. =.='' Then bring my bryan go down walk walk. Haiiz. Bryan uhhx bryan, no people wan care you lerhx. Even also noe how to said Nikki just playing with you de, not really care you at all de. And mummy also never even care you, all wan play play with you jiu hao lerhx. Only me help you bath, ask them help you bath then threaten said wan send to other people. Ask them bring you go down then threaten said wan send you away. Everytime like that de. All got play then dun wan do thing. See, me teng you most de, must care for jie jie more. Got robber or what must shout loud loud horhx. Dun stand there looking. Bryan will really stand there looking de lorhx. Can give him qi shi de. Sometime i tell him said , Bryan go , go beat kor kor, Then staring at me and wen back to his own house which is under my house de dining table. Really give him qi dao lorhx. Stupid dog. But i still love you. Hmm , your birthday coming in 3 months time, me and mummy promised bring you go swimming de,at pasir ris and give you a good meal de. Must be guai horhx . Then wen home, look at my small small photo. Like never change a lot, L0L . Today till here. Kay, Bye.

whadeva thing i also dun wan,

i only wanted to rewind.

cant you just grant me my last wish ?

Labels : she jian neng dao liu marhx ? qiu ni .

什么都不想要,只想倒流到那时

Finally, able to post as my mum allow to use computer. Damn pissed off with my sister. FUCK HER PCB ! Yesterday, bryan make my handphone drop on the floor then the button lose. Then my sister yesterday night, i tell her a lot of time stop, enought, dun play lerhx. Then she keep playing then make till my phone scratch till the phone. I damn not happy, i call my mother as she noe i precious my phone more then anything. Then my mum said anything wait i come back. I damn not happy, cause if calling her de is my sister, for sure she will gan me like hell. Then i call my dad. My dad dunno tell what to my sister and then my sister cried. All i noe is he said come back help me polish. Then i ask my sister what daddy tell you. Then she go to the toilet and they come out crying said she wan call mummy. WTF . Then she tell mummy said, i tell daddy them daddy scold her. I straight away tio gan by my mum. Then she dun allow me go Eastpoint repair my phone. WTF. All my sister fault. Must thanks her. Then after exam, go home change then go supermarket find her. Then after that wen home. Blah Blah Blah. Then mummy allow me use computer. Then play then post.

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Saturday, October 31, 2009 宝贝, 我爱你 The above pics are taken using my handphone at yesterday, when we was at the BOYS ! toilet changing. Very funny uhhx. Yesterday and today had camp. Morning meet him at the study corner there, a pity someone came and ruin everything. Then after that went for assembly, then went to the trip to singapore science centre, and i saw the xiao ji nest again, the first pic, see carefully, got 1 was coming out, but bus come lerhx, so cannot see it come out, sad sad. Then board bus, go back school, then go home take bag then go back sku for the Sec 1 Student Leaders Teambuilding Camp. L0L, become facilitator. Then go bedok town park, play games, Fun quite, Quite bored also. And Thanks to Joel And dunno who, make me wet like dunno wad. Then around 5 - 6 plus, go back sku for dinner. Then sit at canteen, listen to Lili, Feelah and Muaz talk ghost story, really frightening uhhx. Then after that go change, me and Jenisa, Elizebeth, Joyce, Eunkyung, Karen, Geraldine, WeeAnn, was playing a fool and the pic was on top uhhx. Then after change, forgotten go where, die lerhx, STM ! Then after that from canteen, go MPR room, watch the wad True Singapore Ghost Story 1. Then halfway, Mr Yap and Miss Lee come in, and closed it. =.='' Then dunno open what shyt show. I never even watch cause i was busying talking to him and smsing him the whole day until i get scolded by Feelah, serve me right. -.- Then listen to Mr Yap and Miss Lee tell us why dun wan organize nightwalk. Then at afternoon dunno who tell me said Mr Raihan dun give nightwalk cause he scare ghost, i laugh diao cannot stop, he so fierce then scare ghost. KNS larh. Then 11, lights off for sec 1, wen down canteen for briefing, get scolded again, then around 12.10AM, went to bath, finally able to bath, cause it is damn sticky de hao marhx . Then after bath, continue talking with him, till 2-3 plus, i thought i fall asleep but is him. Then wake up by Amira at 5am. Cause i was the only Female facilitator. -.- Then i need to sleep with the sec 1s. Then after that go wash my face brush my teeth. Then until Jenisa they all wake up. Then go down do morning exercise. Then go had Breakfast. Dun even feel like eating, cause of the stupid BEE ! And Elizebeth was scaring scaring like wan cry wan cry. Then i also scare. Then play the Blow Wind Blow, FUN lorhx. Then around 9am plus, was wondering why that PIG haven sms me, then while waiting for bus to bring us to Kallang There for the Dragon Boating, he sms ! I was like, noe then sms, really a PIGGGGG. Then chatting with him, then went for my dragon boating, partner with Jenisa. Whole body wet, and i forgotten i wear white shirt. DAMMIT ! . Then faster go change. Then walk back, take bus, after that, finally so long, I FINALLY GOT MY SLA SHIRT. All sec 2 got it. And i was so happy. It was like, finally uhhx. Then Jenisa angry me again. Never mind, cause she very fast will laugh again by my stupid drawing, then went home, on the way, saw my mummy, she at Shing Song. Then she tell me said, your teacher said you at class keep using phone smsing. Then i diam diam. Then she said, why keep smsing, can study dun wan study. Then she said, Your teacher said your skirt getting shorter and shorter uhhx, dun think i dunno anything. Cause my mum dun allow me fold and alter. So i folded in sku. Then i was like. Wtf . Then she said, better becareful, i will ramdomly go sku see you wan. Then i was like, very long leh, then she said school skirt jiu shi like that wan. Then i said, you go my sku larhx. you see everyone skirt almost never over knee de. Wo cai bu yao over knee. Then i forgot what she said =.='' Then go home, unpack my bag, bring bryan go down, then use com. Then blog. Kay larhx. Stop here. JENISA IS HURRYING ME ! HE IS ALSO HURRYING ME ! wei !, you my mei mei lehx, i teng you more then my real mei mei leh , i treat you more good then my real mei mei lehx, and this is wad i get in return ? if it is, then i'm so dissapointed and sad. did you make everything clearly before scolding me ? did you noe everything clearly before scolding me ? did you ask me what happen before scolding me ? and yet i still so care for you. i'm really dissapointed. i really really dunno what to do lerh larhx. you like like jiu angry me without telling me anything, without telling me what you angry. like like jiu scold me in your blog without asking me before scolding. i still stupid dao everytime you angry , still draw fuck thing to make you happy, i'm gan pua dissapointed in you. i dunno larhx, you wan carry on angry jiu angry all you wan larhx. i big fuck ? if i am, i jiu won give people bully dao fuck . i really dunno what you wan larhx. WHY EVERYONE DOES'NT WANNA TO CLEAR THING WITH ME BEFORE SCOLDING ME AND WAD SHYT. MY MUM LIKE THAT, YOU ALL ALSO LIKE THAT. i already dun have any heart for this family lerhx. cause of my mum fucking attitude cause of my sis fucking threatening cause of my dad fucking dunno go where cause of my brother fucking dun even care bout me. i really dun have the heart i this home lerhx. i put everything at school espically on love life. but this is wad i get in return? even friends, i treat them like a real good friend. and this is what i get in return ? like like, eh olivia come eat, dun like, you fuck off. think i wad ? your toy uhhx. I EVEN PUTTED MY WHOLE HEART TO THE 4 GUYS WHICH I SHOULD'NT DONE IT !. and that is what i get , ignorance, bullying, threatening why i must carry all this fuck things alone. when i break with him, why i am the 1 suffering most while he is happily passing his life why i must bear all the fucking consequences. i treat you like my real mei mei, and this is what i get in return ? I'M FUCKING DISSAPOINTED IN ALL I HAVE NOW. i treat them like best friend, treat them eat when they wan to, help them when they need, and fuck off is what i get ? i'm fucking sad,GAN PUA SAD, Jenisa Ho, dun worry, i won be like a fool and please you happy everytime you angry anymore, I WILL JUST HECKCARE ! cause i dun think, there is a need to do this anymore if you wan to said, you never ask me do, go ahead and said. i dun mind leave me alone, i dun wanna talk to anyone now ! Labels : iloveyou , lot lot lot lot . Wednesday, October 28, 2009 等待我随时随地在等待做你感情上的依赖我没有任何的疑问 Today, wen to the dunno what museum, got a lot stamp. Then got this funny thing, took photo with Mdm yeo and Jiayi, wan see more photo, go GOH jia yi facebook, she got all. Quite fun actually. Them come back sku, follow Jenisa, aiya, dunno how to said larhx she. Bastard jiu correct lerh. Then got 3 funny guy, obviously i noe them if not i won let them follow me all the way home, not JJ, S, T. Other 3 guys, wanna trick them, went up Shing Song play hide and sick, but i 1 , they 3 too power lerhx. In the end still lose. L0L. Actually the whole thing very fun de larhx. But, i walk too fast lerhx uhhx, break someone plan orhx. Too bad too sad lorhx. You ownself never tell you. Then actually, i like the Shing Song part. Damn fun. Then reach the lift lerhx, they dunno still wan walk where, then tell them reach lerhx, i go home then they said they go play basketball. Then heng they left uhhx, mummy come up right after i come up and it was when i was opening the door, make me chua tio uhhx. Cause she told me she at 418 see doctor, queue for 3 hours. Then i orhx only, she never tell me she coming back. HENG ~ ! Then text-ed him all the way from Morning till now, later wait for call jiu can lerhx. AIYO ~ ! Why holiday come so fast. Nearer and nearer lerhx uhhx. HATE IT. Then help diyana edit her blog, ` Dun sad lerhx, cheer up uhhx, your aunt wan you to be happy ^^ ` Then bloggg. i did'nt promised you anything, not even that thing you ask me to promised, i only said i try. I really cant promised you, cant control de. If can, i could have throw away all and not letting him break it 1 by 1. But there is still 1 more inside my pencil box. Haha ! Tuesday, October 27, 2009 是你的, 就一点会回来不是你的, 就是不属于你的 Finally post, cause mum dun allow use com, then recently, my day past like day, as normal lorhx. Haiix, school holiday coming lerhx, hate it lorhx ! I prefer going to school. Not study but to play, hahax. Haiix, so many thing happen uhhx, just of 1 simple reason, LOVE. So tiring, later wan please this wan, wan please that wan. And, daddy, i will not forget what you said, my BRACELET, NECKLACE and RING, you said de. You gonna paid for everything i choose. I already done what you said, play Beethoven, ` Fur Elise ` for you. Why you still dun wanna let me learn piano, uhhx ? You noe i really like it. You still said, i basic also haven learn, no need a Real piano that cost thousand of dollars and i'm fine with iy, i dun mind. If the usual me, i will die also wan it, but for my piano lesson sake, i dun wan it, wait you said i what go up grade 3 and 4 then you buy, but why you still dun give me learn ? uhhx ? And nikki ho, sure 1 day i slap you de. You wait, i at there sweet talk with daddy try let him give me learn piano, she step 1 foot in and said, ` jie, learn what piano, daddy, i wan tution, help me find a tution teacher ` , then my piano lesson ` POOF ! ` gone ! Daddy will said, ` ya lorhx. concentrate on your studies, not your piano. ` Then mummy, ` ya lorhx. i help nikki find tution, also will help you find ` Then i said i dun wan. Idiot siax. Hai me ! I tell him i every month ownself save 104 for my piano lesson then they dun wan, they said sure not enought de, cause i money spender lai de. 100 can spend in 1 hour time. And i agree that i won be able to save 100 in 1 month time also. Haiixx. mei, mei dun angry lerh hao marh althought i dunno why you suddenly angry then i noe 1 thing dun like that lerhx. you will get what you wan back. sorry for taking it away. i'm sorry very fast de, friend become good friend, then become best friend, then become my baobeii then become best friend back again seem like i dunno you all like that 1 year so fast. remember i tell you all that when you all gradute lerhx. what could happen to me ? i think, it will be more worst then what i tell you all you all 4 all along is i teng most de. scold me i dun mind beat my head i dun mind bully me i dun mind make me unhappy i dun mind but, thing change so fast uhhx. 1 year going to past lerhx. wondering will i have a chance to see you next year. espically you who like to come my house for no reason ?! and is always suddenly de alway make me chua tio. always scold me for no reason always suddenly hit my head or scold me now, me and you all like ownself walk ownself de. which make me feel so dissapointed and sad uhhx. maybe not your fault. maybe from the start, i should'nt take you all so seriously uhhx maybe i should'nt slack so much with you all so much maybe i should'nt even be friends with you all from the start. maybe uhhx. promise me, take care uhhx. RM, today i tell you bout the Jenisa thing, which make you hen sad that wan, you must really do it. She's my only mei, i dun wan her to be like that. And i told you rite. She is already suan good lerhx. If me, i will be more cruel then her. You must really do it. IF NOT, I WILL DO IT TO YOU UHHX ! Jiu listen to me this time round, hao marh ? Read lerhx, dun ask me anything hao marh ? i dun wanna answer any question bout his anymore. i'm Sorry Hmm, Today dunno why , hen not happy, did'nt tell him bout it. Later anyhow thing. Write till as if i going past away like that. Huo xu barh, I HATE HOLIDAY ! I HATE IT !I'm sorry if i'm long-winded, mood really not good lately. Forgive me if i offended anyone, hao marhx. Labels : feel like giving up everything, including him , i'm tired Saturday, October 24, 2009 珍惜现在所拥有的一切 Yesterday, chatted with Jenisa, from 7pm to 11 plus, then Rui Ming wen in, then Jenisa hang cause she wan sleep lerhx. Then 1 plus chatted with Rui Ming till 3 plus, then skup as mummy come back from her Majong World again. L0L, you trick dao very happy horhx. But i noe its true. Hahax. Then sleep. Morning wake up, pei mummy go shing song with Vivian jie jie and her 2 kids, saw till stephen de ahma, i also dunno wad to call her lorh. Call her ahma, Step thought i trick myself as her daughty-in-law like that, call auntie, a bit weird leh. Then i never all anything, Vivian jie jie tell me call her Ahma larhx. Cause is his ahma call me call de marhx, i no need scare anything. Then his ahma, ` ask my mother go his daughter shop reborn hair cause my mum said it before and his ahma said wan let step mother see the daughter-in-law ! ` I was like L0L, but hen weird, she also noe me and Step break lerhx, why still wan like that said. Never then go eat, After that, world war 3 , which include me Jenisa and Rui Ming, but now everything normal lerhx. Then tell Rui Ming something and ` Yes ! `. Then jiu post lorhx. Night maybe chatting again with Jenisa and Rui Ming. Labels : dun do that to me again lerhx, hao marh ? Thursday, October 22, 2009 i think, really give her said rite lerhx. why must you appear, how i wish i never ask her to call me. how i wish . and 1 call, is like landed ownself into the place, where every unhappy thing start. when she tell me that thing, i'm fucking angry. i hate it. and i told her, i dun wanna noe anything lerhx. i hate it. and now, nevermind. forget it. And to that girl, please dun said anything out, and dun tagg so big again ! thank you. Labels : 1257855, be miinee aqaiin hao marhhx Wednesday, October 21, 2009 给我最后的微笑, 好不好眼泪也不是解药, 你知道 After yesterday post, then chatted with Jenisa on msn, then after that watch the reminscence moonlight, should be like that spell barhx. Then Jenisa call me, around 11 plus, conference with KaiXiong. He like not happy like that. Nevermind. Then after that Jenisa said she hang, then she call Rui Ming come in, then chatted with him and Jenisa. L0L, then Jenisa conference Bryan in, Bryan Phan uhhx. Then he talk less then a minute jiu hang lerhx. Cause i was asking Rui Ming what is buang. Then he was about to explain to me, then Bryan come in. Then ask Bryan noe what is buang a not, then he said he go check dictionary. Then after that jiu kup lerhx. Then Rui Ming said he like Phua Chu Kang. L0L ! Laugh dao me and Jenisa like siaox. Cause he talk very loud. Then very funny that why Rui Ming will said he sound like Phua Chu Kang. After that chat a while, Jenisa said she call people. Then left me and Rui Ming, then chat , after 10 mins, then remember Jenisa not inside, then call Jenisa. Then she come back. Chat chat chat. Then she said her mother come back. Then she kup. Left me and Rui Ming. From 12 plus to 2.15am. Pro uhhx. He at there open fan while the air con already 16 degree. Then chao dao his meimei. Then his meimei wake up, go into his dad room, he scare. L0L But he very good larhx. Then his dad walk out, all scare pretend sleep. L0L. Hen hao xiao. Then after kup, was bout to sleep, then mummy and nikki come back from his majong world. And she bought the Hello Kitty book, which i wanted it so much . Thank you mummy. Then sleep. Morning, hear until sound, wake up, thought mummy just came back from supermarket. That time is around 9 plus. Then she said she going. Then i said i wan go. Then she said faster. Then i was like, aiya, suan larhx. Then i said i dun wan go. Then wen back to sleep. Then around 12 plus, mummy wake me up, cause, too late lerhx. She dun give me sleep. Then bring Bryan go down walk walk. Then come back use computer until 3 plus, give my sister use computer then i go watch the Titanic on channel 58. Then around 4 plus, use back computer again then message Rui Ming then he said he wan sleep, then post. L0L. So 1 day past until like that. Is damn slow de hao bu hao, is like passing 1 week like that. I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL ! i dunn wanna to fall into trap again, i had enought of it lerhx. what should i really do. uhhx. Labels : everythiinqq will remaiin th samee , evenn th feeliinqq fromm miie towardds yoox also will. Tuesday, October 20, 2009 宁愿没拥抱, 共你可到老任由你来去自如, 在我心底仍爱慕 Finally, get back all my papers lerhx. Omggg, it sucks ! Yesterday went to 511 to celebrate ' Nicholas Seah ' birthday. 5 years old lerhx, still so naughty. Celebrated till 11 plus, wen home, actually today dun wan go school de, but still go, cause, i miss everyone around me ! History 40/80 ( ohhh no [] ) D and T 53.3/100 ( wooo - hooo ) Literature 26.5/50 ( ohhh no [] ) English 88.5/140 ( wooo - hooo ) Science 43.5/100 ( ohhh no [] ) Mathematics 34/100 ( ohhh - no [] ) Chinese 77.5/140 ( wooo - hooo ) Then after that, wen hall for assembly, really give that Lim Denka qi si lorhx. Tell him dun lerhx still insisted and some more kenneth go help him, Dammit ! Then after that went to paid school fees then go home, then found out nikki at Christina house. Then i use computer. Around 3 plus, Mummy cant get throught nikki phone and she was so mad and she ask me to ask nikki come back home immediately. Then wen over to call nikki. Then continue use computer. Then around 6, mummy went out for Majong ! Then computer all mine. Then use until now then blog. Thank you mummy for buying me a Print Scan Copy machine which cost her 148 dollar. And then i scan all my small small time de photo in . So fun scanning in. Then now, off to talk to Jenisa, Buaiis. you everytime only noe how to said people, then yourself lehx, also the same what, then you keep complainning for what, only you ownself dunno marhx. i qiu qiu ni larhx. stop it please. not yours jiu shi not yours. dun keep trying to keep it. it will hurt other people. understand ? wadeva happen now is so messy. having a very bad mood now. i'm sorry for treat you that bad just now. really a lot of thing happen. dui bu qi . i regret saying that sentence. forgive me hao marhh ? Labels : i just wanna a break . Thursday, October 15, 2009 等待 ... 只是她唯一的方法 Today went for chinese oral, TanJeePin is still the same as last year, keep scolding, all kenneth fault lorhx. Btw, i also got learn thing, learn how to play the midnight maximum tune, the arcade wan. Then after that wait for yilin. Then wen to the coffee shop to eat, after that dayna wanna come my house ask she got no where to go, she wanted to wait for her mother shop to open within 2 HOURS time, then they suggested coming my house, but my mum not feeling well then she dun allow, cause she said home very lesson, then i said they won mind de larhx, then she dun wan, then next time lorhx. Come visit Bryan lorhx. =.='' Then bring my bryan go down walk walk. Haiiz. Bryan uhhx bryan, no people wan care you lerhx. Even also noe how to said Nikki just playing with you de, not really care you at all de. And mummy also never even care you, all wan play play with you jiu hao lerhx. Only me help you bath, ask them help you bath then threaten said wan send to other people. Ask them bring you go down then threaten said wan send you away. Everytime like that de. All got play then dun wan do thing. See, me teng you most de, must care for jie jie more. Got robber or what must shout loud loud horhx. Dun stand there looking. Bryan will really stand there looking de lorhx. Can give him qi shi de. Sometime i tell him said , Bryan go , go beat kor kor, Then staring at me and wen back to his own house which is under my house de dining table. Really give him qi dao lorhx. Stupid dog. But i still love you. Hmm , your birthday coming in 3 months time, me and mummy promised bring you go swimming de,at pasir ris and give you a good meal de. Must be guai horhx . Then wen home, look at my small small photo. Like never change a lot, L0L . Today till here. Kay, Bye. whadeva thing i also dun wan, i only wanted to rewind. cant you just grant me my last wish ? hao marhx . Labels : she jian neng dao liu marhx ? qiu ni . Tuesday, October 13, 2009 什么都不想要,只想倒流到那时 Finally, able to post as my mum allow to use computer. Damn pissed off with my sister. FUCK HER PCB ! Yesterday, bryan make my handphone drop on the floor then the button lose. Then my sister yesterday night, i tell her a lot of time stop, enought, dun play lerhx. Then she keep playing then make till my phone scratch till the phone. I damn not happy, i call my mother as she noe i precious my phone more then anything. Then my mum said anything wait i come back. I damn not happy, cause if calling her de is my sister, for sure she will gan me like hell. Then i call my dad. My dad dunno tell what to my sister and then my sister cried. All i noe is he said come back help me polish. Then i ask my sister what daddy tell you. Then she go to the toilet and they come out crying said she wan call mummy. WTF . Then she tell mummy said, i tell daddy them daddy scold her. I straight away tio gan by my mum. Then she dun allow me go Eastpoint repair my phone. WTF. All my sister fault. Must thanks her. Then after exam, go home change then go supermarket find her. Then after that wen home. Blah Blah Blah. Then mummy allow me use computer. Then play then post. Labels : wadeva also dun wan, only wan the time back . Friday, October 9, 2009 不想听你的言论, 甚至一句话. Today mummy allow me to use computer. Yeahhx. Morning had art paper, done my done prep work using the time given, in the end, not enought time then anyhow draw and colour. Then after that went to step classroom as tonyy wan find me. Damn him larhx. Flung the chair and table here and there, then mr yap come wan us leave, then went to my classroom, actually wanted to open the thing for step to see but when he see halfway, yap came again and chase us out. Then after that go canteen, open for tony, he screenshot lerhx then leave, ownself go ownself de. They really become hen funny lerhx lorhx. Then after that went home, wait for my mum to cook cause i am damn hungry. Then eat, around 2.30, went to the beauty salon to wash my face. Wash for 2 and half hour, pro uhhx. The auntie spent 1 hour plus trying to squeeze the ' thing ' out. So er xin. Then 4 plus wen home, watch Healing Hands 2, HongKong Drama lai de. Then after that mummy and nikki went for majong then i use computer lorhx. Almost every word you said, it hurt me a lot, do you noe that ? I rather you, not saying anything, then to said thing to hurt me. If not really like you said, i really dun have ' 利用价值了吗 ? ' if i can choose, i rather you 利用 me all the time, then to be no 利用价值 at all. 我对你们来说, 只是一个利用品吗? 事实是, 我不相信你们会这样对我. 我真的不相信. 我相信在你们的眼中, 除了利用品, 是还有别的地位的. Labels : 1257855, 93645763 Thursday, October 8, 2009 Today had Science then Literature. Science was like, okay okay larhx. Then Literature, omgg. I lose a lot marks, did'nt revise as the book lost and i dun even bother to listen to the lesson. Keep sleeping, as it really make me sleep hao marhx. Bored till like hell like that. For those that still can listen, i PEI FU you lorhx. Then got a lot blanks, lose a lot marks, for sure i can GURANTEE fail de lorhx. T_T Then when going out, jj call me, then go find them, then juz asking bout the problem larhx. Then ask ask ask. Then went home with them, halfway, all ownself go ownself de. On the way before ownself go ownself de was like, very funny lorhx. Me keep laughing, Can't imagine uhhx, So long never talk lerhx. All become funny funny lerhx. ` And Step Boh, I dun wanna hear your comments, it hurts. Maybe, not even a single word from you. :D ` Then reach home, do blah blah blah, then after that chatted with Dayna and Yilin on the phone. Then mum went out for Majong again. Then wake daddy up from his sleep, ask him help me draw the Art thing. After that he went to work. Then i use computer and then went bedroom, and thats the ending of 190909. Said easy, we break. Then went back out, help nikki make her RUBBISH ! video. Then Bloggg. Bestiies, dun be sad larhx. Althought she do it almost to all the guys, but as long as they come back to you, it is enough lerhx. Dun be jealous and sad bout it. You noe her pattern, TOTALLY NOT WORTH. Dun worry, if it is yours, it will be yours. CHEERUP KAY ! Kx, sorry, i did'nt mean it. maybe is still bout the matter barhx. the matter in your private blog uhhx. and i dun wanna have conflicts with them. I'm Sorry. Beauty, Slyvia, WeiTing, thank you slyvia for the sour sweets, slyvia treated me that sour sweet, as she noe i am not happy and she wan me to vent out. Nice Friend uhhx. Beauty and WeiTing pei me go the porridge shop again, althought they wen earlier. Thanks you. Labels : this will be the first and the last tears i shed for you. And there will be no more. Wednesday, October 7, 2009 Today can post again cost mummy went for majong again. Hahax. Also nothing much larhx. Had my History and Mathematics 1 paper. History was like damn hard lorhx. Maths paper 1 was like, okay okay larhx. Not diffcult and not easy. Then after that went home then dunno why my mum mood today so good uhhx. Then eat and bath and do thing. Blah Blah Blah. At 4.30, the Singtel people call and said my phone is ready for collection then ask my father fetch me go take. Then on the way, my dad was finding the Gold shop cause he wanna to repair his gold cause the diamond drop out. Then went to look for a few then the last shop let him repair till and it cost him 1000 dollar. I saw a blue necklace, very nice wan, 198 only. Then i fake fake said ' daddy, come see this wan, very nice wan.' Then my daddy said ' You wan ? Ask your mummy first. ' Then i said ' if mummy allow then you buy uhhx ? 198 lehx. ' Then he said ' Yah. ' I was like wahhx, sure lie wan. Then my daddy said, ' If you get in A-Maths or get top 10, i will buy you that blue necklace which cost 198 and ring and braclet for you to choose. ' Then i said ' Serious uhhx ? ' Then he ' Yahhx. ' Me sure wan get that necklace de ! Nice horhx ! Then reach home around 7. Bring my sister go exchange her ticket for the couple keychain. And i got 1 also. Hmmm, gonna give it to Chia Chee Haw, as i own him a meal treat but did'nt have the chance. Then went home continue to use computer then blog. Labels : Oncee everythinqq endedd, we are overrr. Get it. Tuesday, October 6, 2009 Sorry for not updating for so long, exam coming and my mum don't allow me to use computer. SORRY ! And i took off my plurk as it is so disgraceful, 40 plus karma become 0. Hahax. Tomorrow will be History and Maths paper 1, haven revise anything yet, pro uhhx. Recently, have been chatting on the phone with Hubby. Actually quite fun de, but he spoil my mood and we had a tiff, ending also nothing lerhx, good back again. Hahax. Bored lately, don't even bother to revise my work uhhx. Always ' ling shi bao fuo jiao ' de . And after exam, i gonna go pierce my tongue, for sure. Kay larhx . End here. Anyway. My phone sent for repairing lerhx. A lot contact also lost lerhx. Sms me that time, remember to put your name. Thank you ! i read your private blog, and i wanna tell you, i not propersely keep saying him de, i only wan noe how you respond. And i tell you before rite. And now you hate him ? for wad ? he never offended you rite. And, from starting i already told you. they are all my precious. they bully me, hit me, scold me i dun mind.But, I HATE PEOPLE WHO CRITICISE THEM ! I HATE PEOPLE WHO SCOLD THEM ! can you imagine i saying, i saw your sister i dun like. i tell myself to stop looking at her. How will you feel ? Sad rite ? Cause what ? you love your sister rite. you dun wan people to criticise her rite. SAME GOES TO ME. they are just like my precious brother like that, and i really dun understand. you jealous what. and, you from the start should noe. as i already told you, no matter what, they are first. and stop jealous if you wanna last long. And when i said i miss you, I MEAN IT ! Labels : when the last tune end , everything between me and you ended .