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When you're in love, your love is full of colours.

Kay, post post post, today very happy, or maybe said also. Morning, wake up go school, then had History, copy the exam thing. Then chinese. Do nothing. Then recess. Then English, redo my test, but cannot finish it. Bring home do. Then maths, do the paper 2 and that NatGan go draw on my hand, got KFC, got fries, got coke, got hamburger and drumstick. -.-' . Then SocialStudies, revise for later test, then sleep. Then physic, run round here and there, like a mad people. LOL. Then after that Contact Time, do test. After school find WeeAnne they all. Then wait for things to done, then go 7-11 buy thing go the nearby void deck there,sit sit. Then 3 , go 424 find RuiMing they all to play basketball. Then no ball -.-' Me and WeeAnne went home take. Then play until 5 plus, went home. Wow, today basketball was so damn tired. Freaking tired. Then went home, bath and prepare, then 6.30pm, leave home. Then blahblahblah.

Labels : I just wan you only, isn't that diffcult. ?

Change my blogskin back to the previous wan, cause the current skin is like, not so nice uhx. Prefer this wan more. Has been happening so many things, tired. Staying back in school this few days to study, i wanna catch up my MATHS and PHYSICS ! Oh ya, thanks WeeAnne for the message (: It really touch me, cause i dunno that you will sent me the message. >< Thanks a lot (: Hmmm, dunno what to post already. Byeeeeeee.

I finally realise that, i'm a stupid fool.

Waiting for you to return. 

When you even won.

Lying to myself and all those shit stuff.

Until today, they told me. (:

Wadeva it is, i dun bother already.

I'm going to go crazy.

Labels : FML once again !

A short post for today, totally no mood to post. Exam coming and so many things are happening. Father Mother quarrel, mummy even throw daddy clothes out in the middle of the night and ask daddy to come and it himself, but i clever enough, keep 1 of daddy clothes, cause i noe, i'll never get to see daddy again. Mummy has totally chase him out and forbid me and Nikki to see him, but i won blame mummy, cause daddy is the one at fault. Then exam coming, i sill can;t get my Maths Formula right, damn stress ! Then my love life, no need to said, totally SUX ! right from the start. Hmmmm, dun wanna post anymore. Not in the mood too. Byeee.

Labels : Fucking days ahead !

24th, if we were not apart, today is our 6's months. Time pass so quickly.

After all, i still couldn't let you go. You are always in my heart.

I keep telling myself i can do it. But everytime the result is that i cannot do it.

And those respond you give me when you saw me was totally hurtful.

Why were you another him ? I dun understand, why you guys like to do this type of things.

To me, it's hurtful if it was the person i like, and CHILDISH ! Totally !

Baby, you dunno, i just need you so.

Last time, i could still lie to myself that i'm still in your heart.

But since you choose your Studies over me. I told myself i really have to give up.

But my heart won allow. It keep telling me there is still chances.

So i never, until that day, your reply was a ' No ' .

It totally break my heart. And now, i have really no choice, but to give up.

But i couldn't, i keep deceive myself that i have given up, i have.

But end up, i'm still so concern bout you.

But whatever it is, Good Luck for your Mid-Year. (:

Loves, Lot.

♥ ` OliviaHoYingHan.

Sisters can never be replace (:

Haha, posting today cause i can use computer, morning, wake up, this and that, then go school. After that go for my lesson, haha, finally i'm studying for my maths lesson (: ! Yeahhx. But still, i'm weak in maths ): . Then after that PE, had my 2.4 again, but end up fail, cause my allergy-ness ! Damn it ! Then after that recess, LOL, eat most things wan lorhx. Then after that Chinese, had test >< Think i can pass barh, then had English, complete the summary, then hand in, after that went to walk walk around with Nat they all, then late for Assembly, LOL, the Hamdi like wan punish then dun wan punish like that, i dunno what he's trying to do >< Then after that, went to look for WeeAnne they all, then go canteen sit sit until 1p.m. Then Geraldine left for her meeting, then me and WeeAnne went to 3A4 to study, after that Elizabeth come, then study again. While, i only study for 10mins, then after that walk around here and there, cause the maths really make me ' FONG ' Then after that Mr Lim just nice come to our class, ask him explain maths to me, LOL, sec 2 maths and it took him 20 mins to explain to me. Sad die me, Maths so pro, how to accomplish my ambition leh ? T_T. Then after that, around 3 plus, went out to buy bubbletea and cheesepuff, then come back to school, eat at study corner, then go hall watch the teachers play Captain's Ball, but end up less then 20mins, tio chase out. Then after that, went back to 3A4, decided to slack there, but it's lock, and WeeAnne earphone plus some drawings on board haven take and never erase, we ask the cleaner to open the door for us cause she lock it, but she dun wan, she said monday can take. Then WeeAnne wan to take, and i wanna erase that thing urgently, so we decided to do something to the window, end up take 2 out, when i was about to climb in, WeeAnne saw a uncle there, and she went to ask, cause we see the uncle like, opening every classroom door then go in dunno do what thing, then come out lock the door again. So WeeAnne and Elizabeth went to ask. In the end, he can open, we was like, LOL, took the window panes out for dunno wad. End up, the door was open by the uncle, went in, get things, erase board. And went off, after that, we went to 3 floor study corner, slack. Then took picos, then got saw Mervin`Nephew and YiXue`HAMSTER ! Ohh, Sad Die my Nephew, his Sim Card cannot work. Dun sad dun sad (: Then after that went to 4th floor, took more picos, then around 5 went home, then call mummy ask she not at home, she said she at Majong, then use computer, cook maggie, then suddenly, mummy come back. The first thing she said was, ' Use computer when i was not around ? Very clever uhhx you. ' Then i diamdiam. After that she ask me, ' Paid your school fees already ? I said Ya i paid already. But instead of $91, i paid $81 only. Cause no money eat. Then she was like so damn angry. Cause i paid $81 only. Then i said i use the $10 to eat. Then she said ' This week, give you $91 for the school fees, $30 for your pocket money, and ah ma give you the $40 leh ? You can spend until left $0.60 . ' Then i said, no, you still own me $15 , then she said deduct te $15 from ah ma there, then where all your money go ? Then i said, today i eat a lot you noe, i run 2.4 then play basketball. Then she said ' I not tell you cannot play basketball meh ? Still go play ? ' Then i said, i today use blahblahblah for drinks, blahblahblah for this and that. Then she said ' I dun wan hear all this, drinks you can bring home de water you dun wan, wan go waste money buy, that's your own problem. ' Then i said, you wan like this think then like this think lorhx, i use all my money on EATING, i never even bought anything for this week. Then she said, ' You talk back some more, said some more, you believe i go there slap you a not. ' Then i diamdiam, then she said ' I wan tell daddy already, you 1 person, use money use until so power. ' Then i said, go tell lorhx, i use to eat, never buy thing, you wan you go tell lorhx. Then she said the same thing ' Talk back, talk back again, dun make me go there slap you, i tell you. ' Then i diamdiam, then around 6.30pm, she went out again, for her next round of majong. Haiix, tomorrow still got rock climbing, dunno wan go a not. Aiya, nevermind larhx, i dun wan go larhx. Also nothing to do wan. Some more i go, later ask money from her, she'll nag again. Worst then my grandma, got like this de mother, jiu got like this de daughter. WOAH, then i next time not like her like that, keep nag my children ? Wahh, die liaox, die liaox, SuaySuaySuay. Who ask me be her daughter. Mummy, you noe ? Sometimes, Daddy also dun like you, cause you too unreasonable, and you keep scold me for nothing. That's why daddy will quarrel with you. Cause you keep help Nikki, she wrong or correct you also help her. Daddy noe what's going on. But you dunno. All you did was scold, beat, scold, beat me. Daddy was trying to help me, but end up, you flung our all your unreasonable things, that's why you always quarrel with Daddy, then end up, blame me. Said i'm the one who make you 2 quarrel. Damn Boliao sia you. Aiya, fuck you, go die larhx.

Labels : You were 1 of my most beautiful scene i ever saw.

Promise me, keep me in your heart for always.

Sorry for not posting so long, has been 1 week, no, is almost 1 week already. Due to no computer >< Now, mummy went out to friend house play Majong, i take chance play wan. Dun feel like posting what i've done the past few days, but i wanna delicate some post to some people. ><

First,

_______,

Haha, first post to you, happy ? Okay larh, i dun think you will. It has been a few months since we 2 last talk uhx ? 2 - 3 month have barhx. Last time, we walk past each other, we use to have a lovely smile on our face, rising our hands up and said ' Hello ' But now, we 2 walk past like strangers, i hate that freaking feeling uhx. Tell you something, you noe, whenever i'm sad or unhappy, whenever i wanted to cry or go crazy, i'll always think bout last time, we use to be so good friend/gan. Think until that time, i call you, end up you dun wanna talk cause you wanna be emo, and me and my brother was like, shouting through the phone as we were fighting, and you msn me said we 2 very noisy, LOL, now think back, me and my brother really like a retard. Cause i was trying to cheer you up end up become like this. Hahax, then at MRT, LOL, so damn funny lorh. And oh ya, that day was 1 of the most happy day i had in 2010 (: And i still remember, the last phrase you talk to me until now. ' I deserve it ' Haha, sometimes, i really thinks that i deserve it (: Thanks for the scolding. (: Thanks a lot (: Dunno if you were read this a not, but Stay happy (: And good luck for you Mid-Year Exam (: 

Second, 

9394957,

So damn foolish of me folding the paper straw hearts, wanted to give you. But i think, end up, i'll throw inside the rubbish bin, it would be better barh ? Living my life without you was like so damn, Miserable ? Tiring ? Painful ? Moodless. I dunno. 
But since you choose your studies over me, i've really nothing else much to said. 

I noe you all were unahppy of me with my sec 2 friends, but, i dun get it, we were 3 years sister, then why you all will angry when i with other people ? For wad ? I dunno. I never talk much and i never ask much. But i noe you all dun like. Remember those times, we use to had so much joke, laughing around like a mad, shooting ice all over the canteen, trying to buy ice but end up get scolded by the uncle cause he saw us playing with the ice. >< Remember the make up thing ? The, ' Ask my mama help you make up ' thing, laughing at the toilet talking bout this, LOL, had so much fun ! Remember, the Girl's Toilet were just like our 3rd home ? Cause 1st home is our home, 2nd home is our school, third is the Girl's Toilet at 4th floor. >< Haha, but now, still joke around, but not as many as last time. Okay, wadeva it is, good luck for your exam kay ? Loves, lot. 

Okay, very tired, dun wanna post on any longer, when post again when i can use computer (: And good luck for all people Mid-Year Exam (:

A little quote :
When a girl....

When a girl is quiet, Millions of things are whirling in her mind
When a girl is not arguing, She is thinking deeply
When a girl looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around
When a girl answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine
When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying
When a girl calls you everyday, She is seeking for your attention
When a girl sms's u everyday, She wants you to reply at least once
When a girl says I love you, She means it
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her other half
When a girl says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

Labels : Keep me in your heart for always, hao marh ?

Finally. i'm posting, too long never post due to, my mother dun allow me use computer and i'm lazy to use my handphone to post. Okay, ermmmmm, forget bout the past 3 days what i've been doing. Post with yesterday, Friday. Morning went school, go second floor, then lesson lesson lesson. Have been sleeping for this whole weeks. Then after school, actually wanted to go Josaline house with WeeAnne but end up i never, no where to go, saw till Mervin`Nephew holding a cake, then remember they was helping Ashley`Honey to celebrate his birthday cause Peter said he everyday FML ( FML = FuckMyLife ) Then wanted to celebrate for him to cheer him up. Okay, then went up to 4th floor went BenBen, cause i turn around then Mervin and Yijun gone, -.-' Like disappear so fast. -.-' Then went up, saw Yixue they all lighting the candle all that already, Then Ashley was inside playing, LOL, the moment i step in the classroom, newspaper was flying everywhere, -.-' Even fan also have. Then after that, it goes the, HAPPY BIRTHDAY song ! (: Wonder how my honey feel that time >< Cause this was meant to be a surprise for him. After that WeeAnne call me ask me where am i, then i said at classroom, WeeAnne dun wanna come cause something was not right. Then after that, cut the cake. HAHAHAHA, stupid Yixue, People cake so nice, give him cut until dunno become wad, then after that, see him cut, i faint larh, then take the knife from him, cut myself, LOL, quite nice (: ( okay , bhb )  Then give the cake blahh blahh blahh, then save 1 small piece for Miss Lee, Jessica LEE ! Then Ashley bring down to her. Then there is 1 more cake at the classroom which nobody wan, Then when Ashley come back from staff room that time, the stupid BENBEN go smash the whole cake at Ashley face ! LOL Walao, everybody laugh like hell, including me, cause his face plus his shirt also have the cake. Then went into the girls toilet to wash up, cause nobody was inside, so dun care and just went in, Help my Honey wash his spec, cause his specs all chocolate cream >< Then after that, ask him take off his uniform, wash for him also. See i so good, you must love me lots ! >< ( bhb ) -.-' Then after that he wear another shirt, on top that picture can see i think, cause his uniform give me wash until wet and the hand dryer at the toilet was not working >< The shirt is Peter they all design for him wan, Front is a hand bang like table. Then got a ' Bang ! ' word there, Behind was a large ' FML ' then follow by his name ' Ashley ' LOL, nice uhhx.. Then hang the table on top of 2 table stacking together then wait for fan to blow dry. At that time, it was around 1 plus, then after that, the stupid Mervin, go tear things, walao eh, his face uhhx, very funny lorhx, some more very evil, first time see. HAHA, everyone laugh like hell. Then after that, all sat down playing iphone, then i went to look for WeeAnne as she said at school, and Peter said she just walk past 4A1, Then pull her in, she was like, very scare, after that i think i or maybe Peter manage to calm her down. Then after that BenBen the stupid boy, go smash things until dunno become wad. Then after that Mervin suggested playing true or dare. Walao, this is the most fun part. There is a times, Peter had a Dare and he had to touch Mervin Butt ! Walao, Mervin respond very funny lorhx, then another occasion, Peter had to kiss BenBen, and this stupid benben that dunno anything and walk next to Peter trying to play the iphone which is on the table and this give Peter a good chance, walao, laugh until dunno how to describe. Then another time is forgotten Yixue or Peter had to squeeze BenBen balls. -.-' LOL, Mervin chase him around the whole school and finally manage to catch BenBen outside the Seminar Room, Then everyone come out to squeeze. LOL, so damn funny ! Then another time is me, i choose dare. And Yixue wan me to hug BenBen, end up, he run away. Cause he was too scare and his balls very pain, he said wan uhx. Then Yixue said hug Mervin instead. Then Mervin was sitting beside Ashley, then i was trying to fake fake wan to hug Ashley but then, that Mervin worst then BenBen, straight away stand up take bag run away, i was like, LOL leh you, worst then BenBen. Then end up he came back, and i hug him. Then i another round is Peter, he dare. And i told him to kiss Ashley, end up, he and Ashley both rolling on the floors, -.-' Cause peter was trying to kiss him. -.-' Then end up he never manage to, then Ashley run round the 4th floor, then Peter went up to chase him trying to get his task, Kissing Ashley done, then end up, both was panting outside the Seminar Room. LOL ! Then after that me and WeeAnne change inside the classroom, then, lock everything, went down to meet the GirlGuides, then rehearsal 1 time, the actual event, then went to the concert. Then help out at the food there. Then after that me and WeeAnne was very sad, cause we both are in the same situation. Then we were very HIGH at the Guitar performance there, we shouted like fuck, trying to shout everything out, singing like a retard. Then after that went to take bags at around 9pm, then went home after that, then reach home, hear my mother nag like fucker, said wad, i next Monday must be home by 2pm, KNS, i heck care uhx. Then bath, put lotion on my back, then went to eat, then spent some times with my Bryan, cause this few, everyday 6 plus home, didn't have much time to play with him or wad. Then spend about 30mins, playing with him. Then off to sleep. Dunno why cannot sleep, keep walk up at midnight. Idiot, 10 plus sleep, woken up at 1am, then slept at 1 plus, then wake up at 3 plus, then sleep again at 3 plus going 4 then 6 plus wake up until 7 plus, slept back again at 7 plus, until 8 plus wake up, cannot sleep already, then brush teeth blah blah blah, then bring bryan go down, then after that come up, computer. Oh ya, BenBen has the video that Ashley being smash by cake. Will ask him to send me. LOL, today is such a long post. ><  Oh ya, sorry Ashley, took a candid shot of you >< but quite nice indeed (:

What if i've fallen for you ?

Labels : This is wad you choose, i respect you, but, promise me, keep me in your heart for always,

I'm not the girl you use to noe anymore.

Start my posting with, my mother !!!! Wan kill her, she spoil my computer de speaker, T_T And now it has no sound. >< T_T I wan hear music de leh. Kay larh, Morning, wake up. Receive some unhappy message, decided to roam around. When to ShingSong, bought a Cadbury Dark Chocolate and the Hearts Sweet, cost me $6.40. T_T Then late for school, after that FNN, totally no interested in study, spend 2 period of FNN doing nothing. Then recess, eat my chocolate, it taste very bitter. >< Shouldn't buy Dark Chocolate, nevermind, buying the normal wan tomorrow. Then after recess, chinese, GuoJiGuang never come, the Miss Hao DeYi teacher take over, she give us watch video. Then me and Nat when over to 2A1, went to return Jovin her money then went to give out the Chocolate, then roam around there. After that maths, never do the workbook but chit-chatting. Then after that English, Roam around also. Then after that Chemistry, roam around again. Then after that Contact Time, do nothing, by the time reach class Mr Hamdi already like wan dismiss already. Omggg, The photo is, so damn ugly ! Then after school, slack at 2A1 classroom until 2plus. Then went to meet the GirlGuides. Then never go for parade. Then after that went to 2nd floor study corner slack until 4.30 like that, went to the bubbletea shop with Augustine and WeeAnne and Jovin. Then around 5 plus going 6, Mr Alim ask me to finish my FNN workbook which i never did in class, copy JiaYi wan till i siao. Then around 6 plus, walk off slowly with Jovin and WeeAnne. Then reach home, bath. Then mummy said the speaker no sound. ZZ . Then after that computer, then blog.

Labels : I'm the the girl you use to noe anymore. I'm not.

Let bygones be bygones. 

Just back from malaysia. Woot ! So boring there, internet connect very slow ! >< Tomorrow got speech day rehearsal. Ohmygod, until 8.30pm. Very late de loh. Nevermind, hmm, mummy like dun wan give me go like that. T_T Ohh ohh ohh and and and, Man Yi, woxiangni >< Henxiangni leh. You missmiss wo marh ? Next time go back bring you go play see-saw again. Okay ? But you must promise jiejie, to get well soon >< Took a lot random picos today, it suckssssss >< Will slowly post out. (: Okay larh, wadeva thing it is, let it naturally happen (: 

Dunno larhx. I just wan you only, wan you to be back. wan everything to be back. But i dun think will come true. I miss those warms hand, when you hold mine. Miss those sweet kisses you give me. Miss those beautiful hugs you give me. Miss those faithful care and concern you give me. I wan them back so much, and now it's like gone forever. You wrote in your msn pm, i never change, i change wad ? I from the start also never flirt. When i stead with you i like that wan wad. Forget it larh, i dun even bother to explain much. As long as you're happy, i'm fine.

Love, Olivia