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Friday, August 9, 2013
Firstly of first, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ! Posting after sucha long time. HAHAH ! Things has been going on and on. Currently @ Bryanlim's house using my own lappy to blog, he and Nikki both enjoying their cuddling in the bed, while Ahsiang and Wilson is outside playing mahjong. Feeling rather bored. HAHA ! And i doubt Leon is coming also.
And mention of him, I'm super tired of playing mind games and i won bother much now. Seriously, mood spoiling. Mygod, i already dun wanna bother much and there you are, kpl, go send him this type of message, makes him and me both feel like i'm like so desperate. Mygod. I dun wanna look so desperate can and i'm not. Seriously, just SERIOUSLY ! -'- And now you've gotten this type of answer, you're happy right ? I'm also very happy leh. -'- Never think before you do something.
I seriously need a Jubeat machine now, like RIGHT NOW. Maybe we should go out less, contact less. Since the day we know each other, we've been meeting like everyday, or not today meet, tomorrow never meet, next day meet again, one day apart only, but now, it became 2 days apart, maybe we should remain this way and counting down to the days.
The more i go out with you, the longer i face you, the deeper i fall, i can't afford to fall so hard, once is enough, i dun need another time. You can make it look like you dun care, you dun bother but i'm so sorry i can't. You can pretend everything never happen and be good friends on the spot, sorry i can't, i need time to get rid of you before i started being friends with you again, i dun even think we have the chance to be friends again.
I dunno what's wrong with me that night, that i'll say those type of things and even telling you the truth. I should have just continued the ignorance and stop meeting Bryanlim, as meeting him, would make me think of you again and again. And i believed, everything would be more or less even better then now. Well, i had to do it one day, and you can stop what you wan to tell me on that day @ Bryanlim's house. I noe what you wan to say.
I'll do it before you say, i just can't afford another night like that, it just simply hurt. And once this is done, you won have to stress so much, isn't that good, and you'll be free like what you use to be before you get to know me, knowing me was a disaster and yes i noe. Well, i just dun wanna you to be stress up over this matter, Bryan has been mentioning that you're always afraid of this and that. I dun wan it.
You can simply end my conversation with K, but sorry i'm can't do that and i go helpless whenever you reply me with K, i would always be thinking, ohmygod, a K, what am i going to do, stop talking ? Or continue ? You already K me which seem like you dun wanna talk anymore, i think it's best if i dun bother bout you anymore, but i really wanna talk to you. But forget it. I'll miss you when i dun see you, but i doubt you'll miss me when you dun see me.
When i heard that on that day, you actually cried and you brought beer to school and you had depression and what so ever, i was shock and upset, i thought you could be relaxed that yeah, finally i'm gone. I'm starting to think like, ohmygod, am i wrong ? Is my word too harsh ? What do i do to make him feel better. In a confused and messy state, I'm 18 years old and i'm already like that, you're only 14 years old, you must be feeling like you're dying, I'm so sorry.
It's okay, as long as you're happy, i'm fine with anything, simply anything. Dun wanna talk anymore. Goodbye.