Finally post, cause mum dun allow use com, then recently, my day past like day, as normal lorhx. Haiix, school holiday coming lerhx, hate it lorhx ! I prefer going to school. Not study but to play, hahax. Haiix, so many thing happen uhhx, just of 1 simple reason, LOVE. So tiring, later wan please this wan, wan please that wan. And, daddy, i will not forget what you said, my BRACELET, NECKLACE and RING, you said de. You gonna paid for everything i choose. I already done what you said, play Beethoven, ` Fur Elise ` for you. Why you still dun wanna let me learn piano, uhhx ? You noe i really like it. You still said, i basic also haven learn, no need a Real piano that cost thousand of dollars and i'm fine with iy, i dun mind. If the usual me, i will die also wan it, but for my piano lesson sake, i dun wan it, wait you said i what go up grade 3 and 4 then you buy, but why you still dun give me learn ? uhhx ? And nikki ho, sure 1 day i slap you de. You wait, i at there sweet talk with daddy try let him give me learn piano, she step 1 foot in and said, ` jie, learn what piano, daddy, i wan tution, help me find a tution teacher ` , then my piano lesson ` POOF ! ` gone ! Daddy will said,  ` ya lorhx. concentrate on your studies, not your piano. ` Then mummy, ` ya lorhx. i help nikki find tution, also will help you find ` Then i said i dun wan. Idiot siax. Hai me ! I tell him i every month ownself save 104 for my piano lesson then they dun wan, they said sure not enought de, cause i money spender lai de. 100 can spend in 1 hour time. And i agree that i won be able to save 100 in 1 month time also. Haiixx.

mei, mei

dun angry lerh

hao marh

althought i dunno why

you suddenly angry

then i noe 1 thing

dun like that lerhx.

you will get what you wan back.

sorry for taking it away.  i'm sorry

very fast de, friend become good friend,

then become best friend,

then become my baobeii

then become best friend back again

seem like i dunno you all like that

1 year so fast.

remember i tell you all

that when you all gradute lerhx.

what could happen to me ?

i think, it will be more worst then what i tell you all

you all 4 all along is i teng most de.

scold me i dun mind

beat my head i dun mind

bully me i dun mind

make me unhappy i dun mind

but, thing change so fast uhhx.

1 year going to past lerhx.

wondering will i have a chance to see you next year.

espically you who like to come my house for no reason ?!

and is always suddenly de

alway make me chua tio.

always scold me for no reason

always suddenly hit my head or scold me

now,

me and you all like ownself walk ownself de.

which make me feel so dissapointed and sad uhhx.

maybe not your fault.

maybe from the start, i should'nt take you all so seriously uhhx

maybe i should'nt slack so much with you all so much

maybe i should'nt even be friends with you all from the start.

maybe uhhx.

promise me, take care uhhx.