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Tuesday, September 2, 2008
T0day is tuesdayy ... haiizz ... 3 m0re dayy t0 0ur 1 m0nth anniiversery ... i tell hiim yesterrdayy ... he d0es n0t seen t0 carre ... haiizz ... s0 l0ng neverr uppdatee ... c0zz ... manyy thiings happenn ... lazyy t0 wriite .... siiann ... we hadd 0ur fiirst liip t0 liip kiiss 0n 120808 and fiirst la chee 0n 140808 ... after thatt tiill now ... never kiiss le ... feel liike verry shii baii ... steadd untiil lyke thatt .... wadd he carre is n0t mii ... butt is 2e1 de d0n weii ... i talkk t0 hiim 0n ph0ne ... he alwayss d0n weii d0n weii d0n weii ... dhhenns ... yesterrdayy .. i askk hiim .... if lett euu ch00se wad euu wann t0 hugg ... wadd will euu hugg ... he answerr mii ... i wann t0 hugg euu andd D0N WEII ... i wass sh0ckked ... he saidd that d0n weii is iis bel0ved siister .... BEL0VED !! BEL0VED !! BEL0VED SIISTER ... when i saidd somethiing lyke .. IF d0n weii had MENTAL PROBLEM dhhenns wadd s0rt 0f thiing la ... whenn i havenn fiiniish sayiing ... he saidd D0N WEII D0ES N0T HAVE MENTAL PROBLEM ... i tell hiim saidd if only ... dhhenns he saidd n0thiing ... fr0m physiical d0ct0r siide t0 see ... alreadyy n0e he liike d0n weii ... hiis steadd he also neverr lyke thatt carre .. n0 need saidd siister ... s0me m0re theyy arre 0nly gann .. n0t real liife ... if real liife ... i n0thiing t0 saidd ... i feel thatt i amm a faiilure steadd ... g0t 1 pe0plle tell mii ... if he wass mii .. he alreaddy askk f0r a breakk ... i t0ld hiim saidd that .. i n0e ... if 0ther pe0ple wass mii ... theyy c0uld askk f0r breakk de ... i dunn wann breakk ... c0z ... i n0e thatt ... i hadd fallen f0r hiim and i cant bearr t0 let it endd ... i askk hiim saidd ... y euu dunn wann t0 be lyke 0ther pe0ple lyke thatt s0 r0mantiic ... he saidd ... HE DUNN WANN ... i wass sh0ckked ... he dunn wann ... dhhenns i askk hiim y he dunn wann ... he saidd cann0t tell mii de ... wadevaa thiing i askk hiim ... he als0 will add d0n weii iint0 it ... i tell hiis friienddz saidd ... i suspect he lyke d0n weii .. dhhenns i wann be iinvestiigat0rr t0 go checkk ... dhhenns hiis friienddz saidd n0 need ... i wass w0nderriing y dunn need ... i suspect thatt hiis friienddz alreaddy kneww s0methiing .... butt i neverr askk ... serii0uslly ... wadd i thiink is thatt ... he neverr carre mii bef0ree ... he 0nlyy carre f0rr hiis friienddz andd the s0ccerr ... i hiis steadd andd n0t hiis steadd .. n0 differenccess ... betweenn mii andd hiis BEL0VED SIISTER ... he carre hiis BEL0VED SIISTER m0re dhhenns mii ... siiannzz ... whyy pe0ple steadd s0 happy i steadd lyke n0 steadd lyke thatt de ... hiis biirthhday wiishes is wann me t0 gr0w tallerr ... ZZZ ... my biirthhday wiishes is t0 wann hiim t0 be lyke 0therr pe0ple lyke thatt s0 r0mantiic ... siiann ...
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