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Wednesday, June 25, 2008


Today was a not bad and not good day for me ... Yesterday night chat with another him ... talk a lot rubbish and ... i feel that i starting to treat him as a friend ... i think he knew it he will be happy ... still the same ... finally i noe he is not angry ... still the same way calling me ' baobeiix ' ... but i noe he is still playing even if he tell them he is not playing .... he said he like a girl from this school ... sec 1 and not from our class ... the moment he said it .. i noe it was someone else ... he ask me whether i sad .... i deny it ... but actually i am sad little bit l0l .. and i started feeling to let him go ... i then realise that i have been a silly girl since 5th of may .... i really wish that we can juz be friend and not FAKE girlfriend and boyfriend ... really really wish that ... no point playing FAKE girlfriend and boyfriend with my own real feeling ... so ... i decided to forget him again ... today .. i actually decided to slap him with my own hands but i cant do it ... i finally noe that i really fallen for him .... another thing is that today ... i talk to another another him in cantonese and he said that i never said ' i love u ' this word to him and another another him ask me to said in cantonese which he cannot understand .... i said that and i got 1 words in return ... ' YUCKS '
i at that moment then finally noe that i should let him go ...
i should stop asking him to be FAKE girlfriend and boyfriend with me ...
i should continue be his friend and not be his FAKE girlfriend and boyfriend ...
i should give my blessing to him and the girl he like and not be his FAKE girlfriend and boyfriend
i should continue to forget him and not be his FAKE girlfriend and boyfriend ...
i finally then really realise that ....
i finally then i noe wad i am doing is wrong ... not a little wrong ... is very serious wrong ...

i really hope that i can go back to the past and not accept that stead on 05/05/2008 ...
maybe he could be happen if i have done this earlier
From today onwards i want to stop thinking him and be a single and concentrate on my studies ...
FallenAngel
25/06/2008
4.37pm